half-loving 

To not fully/really love someone essentially leading them on or making them believe you love them in a relationship usually, these relationships don't end up working, and one of the parties end up hurting and looking this up on urban dictionary.

John: Yeah, she was half-loving him, and he was too blinded to see it. Now she left him, and he's alone.
Jack: Damn, these hoes aren't loyal.

half-loving by Cryb0 March 17, 2021

half-living 

The state of which only half of your life is actually being used to full potential.

Sarah has chosen to never again eat chocolate and is now only half-living.

half-living by QueenKathryn January 12, 2015