An artist who blacks out when making work - from the process, not alcohol or drugs. A counterpoint to a meticulous or methodical artist, this person creates her best work in the rush of the moment and rarely remembers the process.
When the blackout artistcame to she looked at her canvas and didn't remember her painting, but liked it.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.