murdurtate

Metaphorically murdering the former self during each moment in that which no longer serves, the self, or all of humanity as a whole, ( which ever is more beneficial) in order to reach the highest physical, mental, spiritual version of the soul-self.

(Remember who you are.)

Jacob used to meditate, for years, finding it was useless he murdurtate's now being better than each minute prior.

F....forget meditation, just Murdurtate, I am murdurtating right now.