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A very special place visited my profile. Made me dream today away. 🥰 It means more than anything, the smallest gesture, a non-material(istic) thing that evokes the strongest of feelings, fuels you up and makes the sun shine through the thickest morning fog… I needed that. ❤️
Haven’t been there in a while, miss the river a lot... Lost the canoe, was told I don’t deserve it, that I’m incapable of using it anyway. Believed every word of it. But then hurt turned to anger, and love turned to hatred… Now I plan to get it back, it’s mine. Step by step… 🦹 ♀️💪
A very special place visited my profile. Made me dream today away. 🥰 It means more than anything, the smallest gesture, a non-material(istic) thing that evokes the strongest of feelings, fuels you up and makes the sun shine through the thickest morning fog… I needed that. ❤️
Haven’t been there in a while, miss the river a lot... Lost the canoe, was told I don’t deserve it, that I’m incapable of using it anyway. Believed every word of it. But then hurt turned to anger, and love turned to hatred… Now I plan to get it back, it’s mine. Step by step… 🦹 ♀️💪
by It really is... October 9, 2025
Get the 2119mug. 😸 Good, I’m so glad. Reading your post regarding my 328, I felt terrible; I still do. I shouldn’t have done it, regardless of who it was meant for and why. I never wanted to hurt or mislead you in any way. Please forgive me.
I’m okay, too. A devastating news hit me, I lost someone I loved dearly. But that’s life…
You’re the sweetest. You really are. I wish I was the one you think I am. But I’m not. Please believe me. I know this for a fact, because I know that you are 100% NOT the person that I want(ed) you to be. A few weeks ago, I finally got the chance to hear people talk, and I listened. Confirmed my suspicions. You are not him because you simply cannot be. That’s the reason for my 2115 that followed...
There is no connection between me and him. What I feel isn’t real. But what you feel might be! So c’mon, be brave!! Don’t wait for her to find you here – what if she never does?
I’m okay, too. A devastating news hit me, I lost someone I loved dearly. But that’s life…
You’re the sweetest. You really are. I wish I was the one you think I am. But I’m not. Please believe me. I know this for a fact, because I know that you are 100% NOT the person that I want(ed) you to be. A few weeks ago, I finally got the chance to hear people talk, and I listened. Confirmed my suspicions. You are not him because you simply cannot be. That’s the reason for my 2115 that followed...
There is no connection between me and him. What I feel isn’t real. But what you feel might be! So c’mon, be brave!! Don’t wait for her to find you here – what if she never does?
by It really is... September 16, 2025
Get the 2115mug. by It really is... September 12, 2025
Get the 2115mug. It’s never been a game for me. I’m just scared and afraid. Afraid of trying and failing again. You know it’s your turn. 2155
by It really is... June 20, 2025
Get the 2155mug. 
Example 1:
Me. I'm a 2156.
Example 2:
Mentabuser signals: 143, 851, 110, 2155
Naive girl: (happy) He must really like me.
Gut feeling of the naive girl: He's playing you. He's a trickster, a 328. What you're feeling is not real.
Naive girl: No, this is real. I feel it!
Naive girl signals: 633, 432, 854, 2155
Mentabuser: (no real-life response)
Gut feeling of the native girl: I told you so. You're such a 2156!
Naive girl: (sad) You are right.
Me. I'm a 2156.
Example 2:
Mentabuser signals: 143, 851, 110, 2155
Naive girl: (happy) He must really like me.
Gut feeling of the naive girl: He's playing you. He's a trickster, a 328. What you're feeling is not real.
Naive girl: No, this is real. I feel it!
Naive girl signals: 633, 432, 854, 2155
Mentabuser: (no real-life response)
Gut feeling of the native girl: I told you so. You're such a 2156!
Naive girl: (sad) You are right.
by It really is... August 7, 2025
Get the 2156mug.