It’s never been a game for me. I’m just scared and afraid. Afraid of trying and failing again. You know it’s your turn. 2155
by It really is... June 20, 2025

Example 1:
Me. I'm a 2156.
Example 2:
Mentabuser signals: 143, 851, 110, 2155
Naive girl: (happy) He must really like me.
Gut feeling of the naive girl: He's playing you. He's a trickster, a 328. What you're feeling is not real.
Naive girl: No, this is real. I feel it!
Naive girl signals: 633, 432, 854, 2155
Mentabuser: (no real-life response)
Gut feeling of the native girl: I told you so. You're such a 2156!
Naive girl: (sad) You are right.
Me. I'm a 2156.
Example 2:
Mentabuser signals: 143, 851, 110, 2155
Naive girl: (happy) He must really like me.
Gut feeling of the naive girl: He's playing you. He's a trickster, a 328. What you're feeling is not real.
Naive girl: No, this is real. I feel it!
Naive girl signals: 633, 432, 854, 2155
Mentabuser: (no real-life response)
Gut feeling of the native girl: I told you so. You're such a 2156!
Naive girl: (sad) You are right.
by It really is... August 07, 2025

You've never asked me out for coffee, and there are no "our songs". The world can't slow down when I'm near because we never see each other. And we never say goodbye because we never say hello. I'm sorry. I've mistaken you for someone else and vice versa, apparently. We probably live thousands of miles apart. I will keep my posts for a while longer hoping you'll see this last one and then disappear forever before I cause any more damage to you or anyone else. I am so sorry.
I can tell from your writings that you are a good person. You deserve to be hugged and loved 24/7. Don't be shy - contact or talk to your girl in real life. The worst thing you can do to yourself is to do nothing. Remember: "You miss 100% of the shots you don't take." (Wayne Gretzky)
I can tell from your writings that you are a good person. You deserve to be hugged and loved 24/7. Don't be shy - contact or talk to your girl in real life. The worst thing you can do to yourself is to do nothing. Remember: "You miss 100% of the shots you don't take." (Wayne Gretzky)
I'm sorry. 2115
by It really is... August 19, 2025
