Iv never.. wanted anything like this. Constantly, unconditionally.. I love you, there's never been any doubt
I just wish I knew things, that you hear me, where I stand.. Iv never so desperately had to figure something out
The thought of you with another, pushes me to an edge I'm struggling to manage
My devotion and undying love.. made my heart stand firm, but now it feels like it's taking damage
I'm trapped, can't walk away, can't forget.. Iv known all this time that I have to wait
But I can't understand, the pain I have to endure. I can't find the reason behind my fate
Nothing seems sacred anymore. Things I thought were ours alone.. no longer appear to be
What was the point of our loving words, the piercing looks we shared.. I thought this was about you and me
I still dream.. of everything with you.. to hold you.. meet your lips.. feel your heartbeat as you lay with me
But waking from those dreams.. is getting harder each day.. the reality I crave seems difficult to see
I honestly.. have no idea how you feel. Anything new just seems more confusing to me
I wish, there was some way I could feel your heart.. some way to set mine truly free
Iv never.. needed anything, the way I'm longing to gaze into your beautiful eyes
Somehow.. regardless of everything else, I could always tell, they held no lies
I just wish I knew things, that you hear me, where I stand.. Iv never so desperately had to figure something out
The thought of you with another, pushes me to an edge I'm struggling to manage
My devotion and undying love.. made my heart stand firm, but now it feels like it's taking damage
I'm trapped, can't walk away, can't forget.. Iv known all this time that I have to wait
But I can't understand, the pain I have to endure. I can't find the reason behind my fate
Nothing seems sacred anymore. Things I thought were ours alone.. no longer appear to be
What was the point of our loving words, the piercing looks we shared.. I thought this was about you and me
I still dream.. of everything with you.. to hold you.. meet your lips.. feel your heartbeat as you lay with me
But waking from those dreams.. is getting harder each day.. the reality I crave seems difficult to see
I honestly.. have no idea how you feel. Anything new just seems more confusing to me
I wish, there was some way I could feel your heart.. some way to set mine truly free
Iv never.. needed anything, the way I'm longing to gaze into your beautiful eyes
Somehow.. regardless of everything else, I could always tell, they held no lies
I miss that SO much it burns.. I wish I could look at your pictures..
without the feeling it's killing me
I miss everything about you.. you are my world..
Il always love you.. infinitely
Sorry I really can't tell the overall tone with this.. didn't expect to write again, something deep inside just made me
My mind is the subject of any blame.. I'm so.. fucking scared that none of this is real
I only.. have love 4U
Forever. Always
You.. at least to me.. are my soulmate.. my twinflame.. my missing piece.. it feels like Iv been searching for you forever
You are.. my reason
Though my mind.. it still wavers..
I know that my heart won't bend
Iv loved you.. since the day we met..
and Il love you.. until the end
without the feeling it's killing me
I miss everything about you.. you are my world..
Il always love you.. infinitely
Sorry I really can't tell the overall tone with this.. didn't expect to write again, something deep inside just made me
My mind is the subject of any blame.. I'm so.. fucking scared that none of this is real
I only.. have love 4U
Forever. Always
You.. at least to me.. are my soulmate.. my twinflame.. my missing piece.. it feels like Iv been searching for you forever
You are.. my reason
Though my mind.. it still wavers..
I know that my heart won't bend
Iv loved you.. since the day we met..
and Il love you.. until the end
by 4_us November 12, 2023
What did you mean you'd delete something of each day?
I am struggling here today. Haven't managed a smile but.. still think your words are sweet. He's a very lucky guy. Hold onto that..
Iv been thinking the last few days.. maybe the kind of love I have.. the relationship I want, just doesn't exist.. but, theres some tiny flicker of flame being kept alive by your words still
Even though mine feels lost.. I truly, hope you find the love you seek. It's so rare.. noone is committed to anyone anymore and that's all I want..
I know Il love her forever..
that Il never feel this way about another..
I just feel stupid. For so long.. that love has only grown.. everyday. It still does, even feeling like this. Still brings a tear to me now thinking about being without her.. I feel like the most important part of me is gone.. an I'm not sure what the fuck is keeping the rest of me going
Don't be apprehensive.. you're strong, smart.. and most importantly.. you're GOOD. Talk to him when you know he's struggling, share everything together, thoughts good and bad.. from the way you describe him, you'll never have anything to fear
Show each other.. the loyalty.. dedication.. how deep that infinite fire burns for each other every fucking night..
Smoldering while you sleep to reignite like a furnace the second you wake
I know that fire.. everyone, everything else.. is just noise
I am struggling here today. Haven't managed a smile but.. still think your words are sweet. He's a very lucky guy. Hold onto that..
Iv been thinking the last few days.. maybe the kind of love I have.. the relationship I want, just doesn't exist.. but, theres some tiny flicker of flame being kept alive by your words still
Even though mine feels lost.. I truly, hope you find the love you seek. It's so rare.. noone is committed to anyone anymore and that's all I want..
I know Il love her forever..
that Il never feel this way about another..
I just feel stupid. For so long.. that love has only grown.. everyday. It still does, even feeling like this. Still brings a tear to me now thinking about being without her.. I feel like the most important part of me is gone.. an I'm not sure what the fuck is keeping the rest of me going
Don't be apprehensive.. you're strong, smart.. and most importantly.. you're GOOD. Talk to him when you know he's struggling, share everything together, thoughts good and bad.. from the way you describe him, you'll never have anything to fear
Show each other.. the loyalty.. dedication.. how deep that infinite fire burns for each other every fucking night..
Smoldering while you sleep to reignite like a furnace the second you wake
I know that fire.. everyone, everything else.. is just noise
Find that love.. unlike me, you know it's real. I can tell
Don't stop looking to that one day..
Being wrapped in the arms you want so badly..
Keep thinking of that tattoo together..
That electricity that you know.. is going to blow your mind the second you meet each others touch.. knowing you can take everything slow.. because you've got all the time in the world to learn each other..
That kind of emotional.. physical and spiritual connected.. it comes once in a lifetime. Before you've even held hands.. you feel like you've lay together before somehow.. slept wrapped in each other.. you've got some kind of.. intuition that tells you how to read their every reaction.. every deep breath..
It's not awkward.. there's no expectation or prerequisites.. it's just natural.. and magic.. you don't feel seperate. It's like you're a part of each other..
So many people have that sooo fucking wrong.. they make it cheap and disrespectful and it's fucking pathetic
That connection physical or otherwise.. between 2 people who TRULY love each other..
That's why we're here.. it transcends.. everything
It's worth waiting for.. worth aching for.. worth dying for
I truly.. felt like not a thing mattered on this earth..
except me.. and her
Don't stop looking to that one day..
Being wrapped in the arms you want so badly..
Keep thinking of that tattoo together..
That electricity that you know.. is going to blow your mind the second you meet each others touch.. knowing you can take everything slow.. because you've got all the time in the world to learn each other..
That kind of emotional.. physical and spiritual connected.. it comes once in a lifetime. Before you've even held hands.. you feel like you've lay together before somehow.. slept wrapped in each other.. you've got some kind of.. intuition that tells you how to read their every reaction.. every deep breath..
It's not awkward.. there's no expectation or prerequisites.. it's just natural.. and magic.. you don't feel seperate. It's like you're a part of each other..
So many people have that sooo fucking wrong.. they make it cheap and disrespectful and it's fucking pathetic
That connection physical or otherwise.. between 2 people who TRULY love each other..
That's why we're here.. it transcends.. everything
It's worth waiting for.. worth aching for.. worth dying for
I truly.. felt like not a thing mattered on this earth..
except me.. and her
by 4_us November 14, 2023
Why this isn't working is beyond me..
All I know is, I miss your words fondly
I doubt that this will get through..
But on the off chance that it may do
Please don't think I've forgotten about you..
Without your words.. I've been so blue..
Remember me, my love
and the way that I, love you
All I know is, I miss your words fondly
I doubt that this will get through..
But on the off chance that it may do
Please don't think I've forgotten about you..
Without your words.. I've been so blue..
Remember me, my love
and the way that I, love you
by 4_us November 23, 2023