That feeling when you take a bite out of a sandwich and it tastes like piss and you have traumatic flashbacks to when your 9th-grade boyfriend called you a worthless piece of garbage and you started crying but then you remembered that you're not worthless bc he told you once that you give great head so now you don't know if he's lying about you being garbage or if you actually give horrible head and so you break up and he stalks you and drives to your house and harasses your brother while you hide in the vacuum closet with the iron pan and he goes away but takes his hoodie with him and leaves your brother with a bloody nose. and then you tell some of your friends but they make fun of you and say you enabled it and then you cry and your dad finally comes home from his business trip with a stuffed toy and you name it robert and then you open the fridge and grab a left over sandwich from charlies even though you don't like charlies that much and you take a bite and it tastes like piss.
by donttellmytherapist February 16, 2023