self ambivalence 

loving and hating yourself.

my self destructive behavior is rooted in self ambivalence.

self ambivalence by dustix June 10, 2008

ambivalence 

simultaneous and contradictory feelings toward the same object that can lead to psychological "splitting", in which a subject seperates irreconcilable parts of his/her personality.

someone might think you feel elated when you just feel ambivalence (ambivalent)

ambivalence by rockwell13 September 13, 2006

ambigulance

The state of not giving a shit about whether or not you care about something.

Nihilism fills me with ambigulance.

ambigulance by Poopwords January 9, 2019

ai ambivalence 

AI has overheated and overpromised. The general population as well as investors and business users, are a bit tired of the AI story.

AI ambivalence took over before Q4 as the markets cooled for "generative" LLMs in general.

ai ambivalence by jmacofearth September 11, 2023

ambivilant 

Two faced bastard.

ambivilant by Anonymous May 21, 2003

Shabbz - Ambivalence 

A rather splendid display of lyrical surgery

Shabbz - Ambivalence is the gold standard for rap in Ireland

Shabbz - Ambivalence by Bo Selektahhh March 5, 2023

eclectic ambivalence

The phenomenon to say one has "an eclectic taste in music"--meaning they like "all" music--when in actuality they like no music.

John: I like to think I have an eclectic taste in music.
Jane: But you can't name any albums that have come out in the last year?
John: Yeah, what's your point?
Jane: You like no music--you have eclectic ambivalence.

eclectic ambivalence by Undeployed January 12, 2010