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1.
Masturbating while either crying or in a state of agony/depression.
Alec Baldwin was so devastated when his dog died that he began tearjerking violently in his bedroom.
by Carlmalone27 July 23, 2009
 
2.
tearjerking: to tearjerk, masturbate whilst crying.
by Backlit Villain August 23, 2008