When you live in the Middle East, and your relationship with your gf/bf is forbidden (haram) because you’re not married, but you bone down anyway and keep it a secret...
This is Susan, she’s my lover, but since we’re in Saudi she’s my HaramBae.
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.