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I promise you...
I just look at you...
And...
My heart melts...
931...I love you so much❤️🌹
by Wanderlust_721 August 31, 2023
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It may have been the same time…

I don’t know

I did write it…

I loved her then…

I love her now…

She’s always in my thoughts…

It’s four in the morning…:-)

I hope you see this…
I can’t wait to see you…

Touch you…this

Amazing love…

Is true…
931...❤️
by Wanderlust_721 September 11, 2023
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Hey, not sure what’s going on, but I’m not upset or anything and hope you aren't either. I am very confused. Can we just be cool with each other? I was asking to see you in person so we could talk about boundaries and stuff, maybe compare notes. I wanted to *privately* and *not documented in writing* let you know I’m open to talking or whatever, and that this sort of thing happens. It really was my responsibility to not let it get this far, but I kept hoping we could talk so the conversation wouldn’t be misconstrued as a slight (it’s not). UD is not the place to have that conversation yo. I would never pressure you to do something physical, and I cringe thinking that’s the impression I may have been giving.

I need to stop the online stuff. I don’t know what is going on with UD, but I hope everything is good for you
931 I’ll always be happy to hear from you in real life!
by _RainyDay_ August 25, 2023
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I’m not concerned about overthinking, and I trust feelings. That head/heart balance thing…I’d like to know both of yours and share mine. Are you wanting to totally avoid each other in real life, or can we get to know each other? What decision do you mean?
I wish I had more of you than UD, I don’t really like it here. I don’t like sharing this with other people and guessing.

For transparency: I’ve posted two definitions under this name (including this) and about six others under another pen name/no name around the start of this year. I’ve never been on discord. The last time we emailed was April 10.

I miss you. I was so sad the times I thought I’d get to talk to you then didn’t. I’d been looking forward to seeing you, imagining.
931 I don’t even want to admit how much you make me feel
by _RainyDay_ August 9, 2023
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Blood Moon...

With a kiss of pure steel I pierce the skin
With a wish it sinks within
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by Ghost.1 May 15, 2022
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I told you (and myself) I wasn’t going to initiate contact, but I didn’t want that. I miss the small ways we would check in with each other. I miss you. I don’t understand where we are. Please help me.

You are so intelligent, I love that about you. I’m sure you know who this is, that our last conversation was 9/28. I won’t conceal my messages, I want you to know who I am. Nothing hidden, I’ve told you about each time I posted a definition.

I hope you also know how I feel. I have so much affection and respect for you. My heart opens even knowing you exist. I’ve never begged a man like I did in that email, begged just to write to you. I can’t believe myself. It is easy to go there and be vulnerable with you, but sometimes it hurts.

I felt absolutely insane when I read your reply. Platonic relationship, or we shouldn’t be in contact…and you didn’t intend to suggest otherwise 🥺 I have trouble reconciling that with what I see on UD. I have an even harder time reconciling it with what happens when our eyes meet, or we talk, or smile, or touch hands. That feeling, connection, it wasn’t real? Why balk when I want to be closer? This is just me, I want to be gentle and loving to you no matter what, you can trust me. Help me understand.

I lose words when I try to explain how I feel. Like we recognize each other on a molecular level. Electric and deep. A knowledge there is so much to explore
by RainyDay_ October 8, 2023
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It was indeed an awkward interaction why are we like this lol I still very much care about you, but this anonymous thing doesn't work for me. What did you mean, you've put the interaction behind you, that we need to move passed our previous interaction? It sounded like you wanted to move on.

UD etc feels disingenuous when actions don't match your words. That was messing with me and I had to stop. Do you think I'm wanting a commitment or something? TBH I intend to stay single for a while.

I appreciate, admire, and value you as a person. I don't judge either of us, it is a gift to see someone like we can see each other. Thank you for the beautiful writing, I love it. You're so generous and talented. I've contacted you a lot of ways and I know you can find me if/when you want to. I think we could be good people in each other's lives, and damn I just care so deeply for you. But I know what I need, and I want to be clear with you. Even if it takes posting here :)
by Where_are_we August 20, 2024
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