Do you understand how absolutely crazily in
love I am with you?
I don’t understand it, I don’t want to not experience it... I totally get it if you don’t and that is why I partially backed off ...
I am/ was not willing to give up! There is something with
us!!! We have some connection...This is all our hearts!!!! We can’t deny this!!! I want you!!! I want to wake up with you every morning!! I want to be the one in your pictures (more pouty face)!!
However,
even though I have stalked you in the past, I am typically not a stalker... I was just worried about losing you and in survival mode!! Totally a good thing you shut me up actually... and honestly, with the determination I had, that was the only way I was going to shut up.
I think once we know (if that is the case) we both have the same wants, we will be
amazing!!! We just need to
work together!!
You don’t even understand when it comes to my
heart, I am a hard ass bitch, that is why I was
mad at myself. ... no one, never, has anyone found a way in... you did!!! However, don’t ever feel you need to stay (I guess we aren’t together) with me because you are worried about hurting me... I want you to be
happy... whether I am blessed to be a part of the story or not ...
Have I told you recently I am in
love with you!!!! I want to experience life with you !!! I can only pray....
maybe all those years of church school will come in handy 🙏🏻
I will do
whatever is needed to wake up in your arms!!!