Depression

Having a girlfriend but not answering her calls because you feel overwhelmed. Letting people literally beat you to death without a care in the world. Having every single antidepressant and it's side effects memorized in your mind. Writing sad poetry to the point where it hurts to pick up a pen. Not showering for days because you can't force yourself out of bed. Sharp metals hidden in the drawer of your bed-table. Spending weekends alone because you can't find motivation to make plans, nor do you really feel like it. Not knowing what to do anymore because everything just leads to you crying with your hands over your ears, trying to block out the world. A romanticized disorder that SHOULD NOT be. Romanticized to the point where people suffering feel unworthy of treatment because they feel like a typical loser. Having more doctors than you can count. Blanking out of everything you know you knew at least a minute ago. Losing your friends because you "don't do enough." Wondering every night why it feels like no one loves you. Having your school become nosy because they want to keep their perfect reputation and they don't want fucked up students in their school. Being a social reject because you don't feel like talking. People always asking "why don't you ever smile?" Being the best at hiding things, you can never be sure everyone knows everything. Hating yourself.

not reading this whole thing

"I uh...have depression."
"omg me too! twins!"
*eyeroll* (there goes another potential friend)

by anti-desire February 8, 2020

Depressed

Feeling depression, a dark and serious emotion, which is sometimes dangerous. It contains a feeling of sadness and numbness, which doesn't go away over time. Now it is being used by "qUirKy" fourteen-year-olds to be edgy and relatable, therefore losing its original meaning.

Thirteen-year-old basic white girl named Jessica who forgets to do her homework one night: sIgH, i aM depressed guys, i waNna die😭

by yeeyeecowboy March 31, 2019

Depression

To feel alone and empty. Like your in a black hole.

I have horrid depression I just want to lay here and die.

by Muggy09 November 30, 2014

depression

when its dark enough to see the stars...

"i am depressed, but no one cares."

by xemptyx November 18, 2004

~Depressed~

the state nu-metal bands pretend to be in

"dude, i'm so depressed - let's get our producer to write a song about it and we can sing it on MTV and stupid loser kids who also pretend to be rebel outcast depressives can sing along and buy hoodies with our name on"

by Foyf January 28, 2003

depressant

someone who, when seen or spoken to, illicits a downer affect on your mood and emotions.

I was in such a great mood until I talked to Brandi. She is such a depressant.

by Scroty-G October 6, 2009

Depression

the feeling and actual society. I'm often feeling invisible, overly sad, anxious, I get headaches, I don't give a flying shit about truly anything, I never want to leave my house, I'm always laying in bed bored, sad, tired. Depression gives you the feeling that everyone is against you. You're trapped in this awful mindset and yes it's hard to overcome! I have yet to overcome depression myself. Some people who don't deal with depression are dumb cunts who strongly believe in a " always positive lifestyle" which in my opinon is retarded and unhealthy! Not saying depression is healthy because god damn who in the right mindset would ever say that haha! Anyways depression is a bitch and not a easy story at all.

Kayla: "What's wrong Brad, why are you always sad?"
Brad: "You wouldn't nearly understand"
Kayla: "Lol, did your fish die or something.. just smile!?"
Brad: "I have depression you dumb bastard, in fact go fuck yourself that's not how it works"

by Sierralikescats July 22, 2018