Kinda bummed…
Finished cleaning out the apartment today…
Scrubbing floors etc…
It made me sad to think of all the lost time…
And for what?
Stubbornness to win:(
We never did talk about what happened as he was never capable of doing so…
I know he is at peace now…
And now I need to find my peace with it…
It was pretty cool, when I was leaving four birds flew up and sat on his railing of his deck…
As I drove away, the birds flew away…
Kinda like… it is okay.
Ironically, I have 4 in heaven…
And with that, I have my peace…
Just had to tell someone…
Finished cleaning out the apartment today…
Scrubbing floors etc…
It made me sad to think of all the lost time…
And for what?
Stubbornness to win:(
We never did talk about what happened as he was never capable of doing so…
I know he is at peace now…
And now I need to find my peace with it…
It was pretty cool, when I was leaving four birds flew up and sat on his railing of his deck…
As I drove away, the birds flew away…
Kinda like… it is okay.
Ironically, I have 4 in heaven…
And with that, I have my peace…
Just had to tell someone…
Not bummed anymore…
Sometimes you just need to say it and get it out…
I hope I didn’t bring sadness though…
I am going to go with no…
Guess what?
I love you soooo….
Much!!!!
Sometimes you just need to say it and get it out…
I hope I didn’t bring sadness though…
I am going to go with no…
Guess what?
I love you soooo….
Much!!!!
by Heart gone wild 4u July 29, 2023

Twinkling like the stars…
Yours are finally not far…
What you see…
All the love for thee..
Sparkling blue…
They scream I love you!!!!
You see…
Why we had to always believe…
These eyes knew you two were meant to be…
The exchanged looks…
We knew you were both hooked…
A chance we would take…
For eye contact you two to make…
you know where it would go…
Your love for each other you would show…
Yours are finally not far…
What you see…
All the love for thee..
Sparkling blue…
They scream I love you!!!!
You see…
Why we had to always believe…
These eyes knew you two were meant to be…
The exchanged looks…
We knew you were both hooked…
A chance we would take…
For eye contact you two to make…
you know where it would go…
Your love for each other you would show…
These eyes will wait…
For the day…
They can say…
I love YOU…every day
Always and forever…
Giving up…
That would be a big NEVER!!!
From your favorite….
Eyes 👀
For the day…
They can say…
I love YOU…every day
Always and forever…
Giving up…
That would be a big NEVER!!!
From your favorite….
Eyes 👀
by Heart gone wild 4u September 11, 2023

I don’t think the guy in the corner is going to appreciate my debut…
Another job he may have here… yep, he does.
What are you doing?
I saw you 🤔🤔🤔
A window I should do…
Or investigate…
But then my feet may move … and in your arms I would of course be❤️❤️❤️
Darn… when they does happen I will be beyond happy…
Nine minutes before…
Hmmm…
I am sure you are enjoying this play by play…
Now at 7…
Hey, I see you ❤️❤️❤️
Another job he may have here… yep, he does.
What are you doing?
I saw you 🤔🤔🤔
A window I should do…
Or investigate…
But then my feet may move … and in your arms I would of course be❤️❤️❤️
Darn… when they does happen I will be beyond happy…
Nine minutes before…
Hmmm…
I am sure you are enjoying this play by play…
Now at 7…
Hey, I see you ❤️❤️❤️
by Heart gone wild 4u November 09, 2023

Posts we both have made many…
Many new accounts posting here…
Which makes my head spin…
Are you one of them?
Or do you think I am?
A day full of rain…
Is not me…
I spent much of 22…
Questioning if this was you…
What if I didn’t…
Would things now be different?
My bubble I love…
Everything is happy…
You love me…
The magic of what to be…
Tells me to just believe…
then I will see…
And be seen…
Many new accounts posting here…
Which makes my head spin…
Are you one of them?
Or do you think I am?
A day full of rain…
Is not me…
I spent much of 22…
Questioning if this was you…
What if I didn’t…
Would things now be different?
My bubble I love…
Everything is happy…
You love me…
The magic of what to be…
Tells me to just believe…
then I will see…
And be seen…
by Heart gone wild 4u November 12, 2023

Little star way up high
It is me again…
How about a favor
For a dear friend?
My favor, if I may.
Can you let him know
Maybe through a twinkling light show
I love him to the stars everyday
It is me again…
How about a favor
For a dear friend?
My favor, if I may.
Can you let him know
Maybe through a twinkling light show
I love him to the stars everyday
by Heart gone wild 4u May 29, 2023

Well, I had no plan…
Probably would have sounded like an idiot…
I guess I will save our local eatery an earthquake…
But I really want to see you and those eyes…
I was thinking this was totally going to work as I saw you:)
You are gone now though…
Another try I will give a go…
I bet you want a Ho Ho ❤️❤️❤️
I want that too❤️❤️❤️❤️
Probably would have sounded like an idiot…
I guess I will save our local eatery an earthquake…
But I really want to see you and those eyes…
I was thinking this was totally going to work as I saw you:)
You are gone now though…
Another try I will give a go…
I bet you want a Ho Ho ❤️❤️❤️
I want that too❤️❤️❤️❤️
by Heart gone wild 4u October 17, 2023

I close my eyes
And there I see
Everything I want to be
Together, you and me.
In your arms, so tight
It feels incredibly right!
How I fill with overwhelming delight
Just in picturing this sight.
As the years fly past
It only means this love was meant to last.
And there I see
Everything I want to be
Together, you and me.
In your arms, so tight
It feels incredibly right!
How I fill with overwhelming delight
Just in picturing this sight.
As the years fly past
It only means this love was meant to last.
by Heart gone wild 4u April 21, 2023
