If you look in the mirror longingly enough you will experience disassociation. The feeling that your face does not belong on your body, on your head. Try this whilst experiencing depression and it will crush the recipient. A new comfort is created with staring at yourself until you hallucinate your face without any features after showering or masturbating. The kind of person that bothers to type out ‘qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnm’ or one of its extended counterparts is most certainly a candidate for this depression. After death there is nothing. There is no God or reincarnation there is nothing. Suicide is not worth it. but neither is staying alive in this plain of being. Why are the consequences for not wanting to go up in the world, or desire for education or achievement so cripplingly dire? Why is life a thing? Listening to Selected Ambient Works 2 by Aphex Twin whilst rolled over in the corner of a dark room creates these thoughts, and regret and anguish at your parents for bringing you into this dystopian world. We are not biological creatures anymore. We are the result of years of hate for ourselves.
by 5eba115 November 19, 2023
Collective term for a group of Slipknot fans, thought to be coined by one of the band members, Clown, or 6.
by 5eba115 November 19, 2023