Definitions by 5Meowy1234
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Feeling so frustrated... frustrated you won’t give me clarity, frustrated you are vague and don’t banter with me now, frustrated all of the ground work I have set to meet and it doesn’t happen, frustrated as much as I want to delete everything.. I can’t, frustrated I am sad that I can’t be in your arms, frustrated I keep over analyzing everything and I don’t know if I am right... until I know I am not right or right, it stays in the back of my mind (example double post about ‘have a nice life’ disappeared after I posted about it... possible coincidence
Hoping if I say my frustrations they will go away
Hoping if I say my frustrations they will go away
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6369 by 5Meowy1234 October 28, 2022
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The only thing I know is I love you and I want to be with you!
I have never wanted anything more!
I feel like an hormonal teenager ... I could cry at an instant because I am so in love with you, but then I could also cry because I am sad I can’t be with you... (side note: not typically a crier, you have turned me into one of those emotional women)
If only...
I could tell you how much I love you
I could feel your heart beat while in your arms
I could look in your eyes ... then I would know what you are thinking/feeling
I have never wanted anything more!
I feel like an hormonal teenager ... I could cry at an instant because I am so in love with you, but then I could also cry because I am sad I can’t be with you... (side note: not typically a crier, you have turned me into one of those emotional women)
If only...
I could tell you how much I love you
I could feel your heart beat while in your arms
I could look in your eyes ... then I would know what you are thinking/feeling
6369 by 5Meowy1234 October 9, 2022
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My greatest fear is us never happening!
I am the queen of stubbornness... that is not needed in already complicated situation... I get it.. trying to see your perspective.
I am already in uncomfortable grounds and when there are things I feel like I am ruining, I want to run the opposite direction... but for some reason I can’t!.. I can’t be stubborn with my love towards you.
I am truly trying! And throw in a little (okay a lot) of over analyzing and welcome to a shit show!
It is kinda the perfect storm... especially with posts not posting.
I am the queen of stubbornness... that is not needed in already complicated situation... I get it.. trying to see your perspective.
I am already in uncomfortable grounds and when there are things I feel like I am ruining, I want to run the opposite direction... but for some reason I can’t!.. I can’t be stubborn with my love towards you.
I am truly trying! And throw in a little (okay a lot) of over analyzing and welcome to a shit show!
It is kinda the perfect storm... especially with posts not posting.
6369 by 5Meowy1234 October 7, 2022