How am i supposed to feel, i will do as i feel is right,i miss my
father, he is out there, where i want to be,doing things that i feel i should be doing, in order to be a man. But not completely, the moves that i make make me a man in my own way,and through the
next few days i will discover what it takes to be a man, and the next few months and the next few years will tell me that i will regret nothing and life is what it is and to enjoy every second,because after
death there will be no more....