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An indescribable horror; Oblivion and annihilated combined to create one black hole of madness.

Obliviated: rejected; crushed
When he refused to date me, he obliviated my soul.

There are no words for the obliviation I endured when I saw a ghost.
by thrashunreal June 30, 2009