39 definitions by Love 4u is all I do

This is unique, I felt a connection stronger than anything I've ever known within my soul
With you theres no doubt, no question, you have my love, my heart, I'm yours completely, absolutely whole
My mind has already lived our lives.. stood side by side..

I know we could face anything together
I've been down on one knee.. taken you to places new.. I love you now and I will forever

Iv dreamt of birthdays.. road trips.. christmas times.. spending weekends just you and me somewhere far..
Singing my heart out with you again.. stealing kisses at red lights.. loving just having you with me in the car

Just don't ever think.. my feelings will change.. sometimes I struggle to fully express the depths of what I feel..
You changed my world.. the man I am.. made things a little less grey.. you gave me hope again, for something real

I know.. you are my last love. If I've fucked this up.. I won't try again

I could never want another, you are the one.. the questions never been 'if..' it was always 'when'
You know I love you. I know you do. It's only my fear of losing you that makes me weak..

But I promise you.. Il never stop loving you.. even when that future I crave seems bleak

It's too late for that. My mind keeps hunting things to doubt, always telling me I'm blind..
But how could I let it win.. my heart feels safe with you.. still telling me I'm yours.. I just need to know you're mine

No pronouns to offer, no tangents or numbers just my feelings.. clear and true
You already know.. but I never tire of saying it.. so read these words..
YOU are my one.. Il never love anyone but you

Always feel a little more alone when words don't post here.. 2 still not appeared from Fri/sat.. hopefully these do..
by Love 4u is all I do November 6, 2023
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It's strange.. I was always used to being alone
I didn't know why, perhaps for something I had to atone

I had to grow up early. It wasn't often a happy home

But.. that's what made me.. and I think I turned out ok on my own

I left at 17. A home with no love is no home at all

I wandered aimlessly, unsure.. not really anyone to call
Hoping I'd make my own family, to find the things I missed.. that maybe it wasn't too late
But as time went on.. it seemed fruitless.. I'd condemned myself, to a lonely fate

With normal people.. I could pretend.. I could wear my mask with ease..
They never saw me truly gaze at stars.. standing steadfast against the breeze

I can only imagine the way people think of me, thing is..

none of their opinions ever fucking mattered
They have no idea what I've endured.. the solitude
I guarantee.. they've never felt their heart get shattered

The fucked up thing is.. even after all these years..

This conversation.. still feels the realest I've ever had
I know so little, I barely smile anymore, except when writing here.. so for this, Im glad
I've been up and down a lot lately.. I feel I have to explain myself some more
You see all I've ever wanted is love, it's what I spent my whole life looking for

So when I first saw you.. and felt myself fall.. into those deep, breathtaking eyes..

I knew this was something different.. I needed you.. you were my prize
I knew I'd give anything for you, I'd fight, I'd fall.. and get back up for you everytime
It's not just lust.. it's a love thats new to me.. something I've never known, with this heart of mine

So please.. don't misunderstand, it's not anger.. mistrust.. or anything I think badly of you..
It's disappointment in myself.. frustration, I'm so fuckin scared I'm going to lose your love too

(Alone pt.1)
by Love 4u is all I do November 6, 2023
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I feel different again today, not quite blue but something strange..
As if a hidden hand is reaching out to me, showing the pieces to rearrange

Of course I don't know much still, but my rhyming has returned
One thing Il forever be certain of, is how brightly my fire for you burns

I have a sense of something new.. I'm not sure what it is yet
If only I could see those eyes.. I'd know the second we met

There's lot of new words here.. I don't believe theyre yours though and I'm certain they're not mine
I've seen a few imitators in my time here.. the difference is, your words SHINE

I've let too much concern me lately, things still play upon my mind

Then I remember.. fuck everyone else. It's only your love I need to find

I don't know what's compelling me, when I've already lost so much

But I still dream every night of you.. and of the day you feel my touch..

I said before, it's just you and me..

I want you.. all the time

I want you.. in every single way.

You know I'm yours.. I need you to be mine.. 🧡
I've smiled more today.. some things are still bothering me.. worrying me too
Those things seem to worry me less though, when I'm spilling my thoughts to you

I had struggled to look at pictures the last few days.. but today.. it's all I've done
Maybe I've been in the dark too long.. when I really just needed my sun

This love.. grows.. every day. I can't explain it and I don't care
All I need is the day to come, when we can lay this love bare..

Something.. feels different

(Im tryin not to overthink it!)

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by Love 4u is all I do October 12, 2023
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I've searched so long for words that I can attribute to only you
The words to help you understand the way I feel for you

The crazy ride we've been on.. shared fears that made us blue

You know this rides not finished yet.. but those fears we can undo

We both know.. THIS love is rare.. We've shared that longing ache
I've spent so many nights dreaming of you here with me when I wake

I've wondered if real dreams we've shared.. I know you want that too

I know you've imagined that forehead kiss.. still half dreaming, as I do

My future still feels out of focus, that used to scare me too

But you.. I see clear as day.. so Il focus on only you

I love.. the passion.. the urgency when you write

I love your strength, your faith, the determination in your sight
I love the way you look at love, you seem to feel it in all you do..
I just can't wait, my love.. to show the depths of the love you gave me.. this PERFECT love.. I have 4u..
I feel stubborn today 😜 I was letting doubts creep in, but instead of succumbing to them I kinda feel like they should just fuck off and let me have my dream back

As always.. I don't know, of course..
But today at least, I'm believing it. Thinking of the moments our eyes connected.. the energy being in your proximity.. the way my heart felt when our hands touched..

Nothing else matters. This world is a fucked up place. We've found something in each other that most will never know. I cant.. I won't, let anything stand in the way of that

I need you falling sleep in my arms. To feel our hearts beat together. To explore how deep.. this connection can truly go

Saying it directly or not.. my heart.. knows you want that too

I focussed too much on what I don't know.. and that does bother me still..
But I do KNOW those eyes.. I KNOW your heart.. and I still believe I truly know you

That's all I want. You
by Love 4u is all I do October 16, 2023
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I love the way my feelings for you still somehow only get stronger over time
I love that recently.. I seem to have a deeper sense, that you're already mine

I was waiting for this love of ours.. been searching high and low
I'd been lost until I met you.. I think that much you know

I found so much more than love.. a partner.. an equal.. an amazing friend
I found the one I know I need to be with. The one Il love till the very end

The end sounds final.. but I don't mean it to.. that's not the way it feels

I think you and me have done this before. We've barely started.. yet it's all so real

Maybe we were lovers.. long before any man had found his rhymes
Maybe we're just meant to be.. our souls returning to each other.. each and every time

I ask myself.. where does this come from.. how has she conquered my entire heart
But I know, she is my only answer, to everything. I know.. she's my missing part

I hope you know.. through the ups and downs.. just how dedicated to you I am..

I hope you know how much I think of you.. our future.. I already have that sunset picnic plan..

I wonder about you every moment.. always hoping you wonder about me too..

But one thing I feel a little surer of.. is that you love me.. as deeply as I love you
You.. are everything

The missing part.. the most important part

The biggest.. part of my life
by Love 4u is all I do October 28, 2023
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I forgot! I'm ok I guess.. thank you for asking :)

Never imagined interacting like this here.. could not have guessed it at all when I first decided to reach out. I'm just very glad I did

Not sure how to say it, but sharing.. this, with you.. means a lot to me. I am genuinely a major lone wolf

But I really enjoy this, I look forward to your words all the time. You let me express things I can't anywhere or to anyone else

I'm still very intrigued how you have me so well worked out though 🤔😏 you'll have to share that with me sometime
Not only in terms of reading me.. but calming or reassuring me?! NOONE can control me, or ever has. You do it with ease.. it's got a little bit of a sinister vibe 😜
I really hope you're good too :) apologies for my posts timing being off.. yesterday was not the best but.. I have more important things to concentrate on..

Nothing more important than true love..

129 days left.. might get you in on this countdown you know 🤔
by Love 4u is all I do October 23, 2023
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What.. did I just see..

I needed to look for a map less traditional it seems..

I need to sleep and think just for now..

I know my heart just.. skipped several beats..

Because if I'm right this time somehow

You gave me the key.. drew me the x..
And I have the answer.. to my own question
by Love 4u is all I do October 13, 2023
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