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Someday I hope I get a more intimate knowledge of your writing.. I thought I found a story of yours here.. still only 1 account I'm pretty sure is yours. Theres at least 5 that I just can't tell but have striking similarities!

I'm in the same boat.. always liked poetry and been a bit of a wordsmith.. but I've never written for anyone.. or even considered poetry! I love that he brings that out in you :) thats such a strong bond to have.. if you think from an outside view having a connection that almost is kept under lock and key but reaches such heartfelt depths.. writing poetry to each when youre not even in a relationship.. (well I kinda consider we are already but that's just my crazy 😂) It's pretty damn romantic 😳 the level of love given it's never been physical.. a pure soulbond transcending everything else.. it doesn't sound real.. yet I know it is!

Mushy gushy 😂 you ruined the moment! Honestly that's new to me too.. maybe that connection we both felt attunes you to a similar energy to your missing piece. It is SO sweet reading that he makes you feel that way..
Definitely made the heart skip there

Though she might be unprepared for just how romantic I can be.. she doesn't know that side of me when it's personal and intimate.. that's going to blow her away.. I can't wait to show her that type of love
What those eyes.. that smile did to me already.. I'm dying to see them light up when I can truly express myself to her..

Hmm I share your feelings on that. I hate thinking any of the accounts I've seen could be her just venting her pain and anger with noone to truly listen.. I should be that person, it really hurts thinking she has to deal with that alone

Direct is more helpful yes.. maybe if people here were more like us.. they'd see it's worth holding onto those dreams.. true love.. will find where it belongs

Haven't had 1 of your tangents for a while.. little lost in thought for a moment there?

Posts a bit disjointed with coming through sorry if it's confusing!

Done something to me with your words today, I've gone all mushy gushy.. oops 😂
I hope you're ok, as always 😊

by Love 4u is all I do October 16, 2023

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How to explain.. as I said, things here.. meaning believing things when I've been told otherwise.. still don't believe in coincidences.. not to the extent I'm experiencing

Honestly.. very little makes sense. Like that one thing that would finally let my heart win still eluding me.. the picture doesn't make complete sense.. or the random accounts

I can feel the 2 sides collide. My head sayin there's not enough to satisfy it.. yet my heart.. telling me I know her.. I know those moments. What she felt.. that she knows how I feel.. my heart can make everything make sense..

It just never lasts

Hmm I see your point. My problem is I've always felt incomplete. Im not my best without love in my life. I wish you could see the change when I'm confident about things between us.. I'm my old self again. Doesn't help I'm missing the gym so much. I really need that back.. will be soon though 💪🏻

You need to explain this letter/mail analogy.. it's so confusing!

Oooh feisty are we 😜 I am quite the comedian actually yes.. I don't get much opportunity for funny here though.. Il show you properly one day, pinky promise

I like how you can't help rising to a challenge 😏 don't bite off more than you can chew eh..

He'd definitely be your juice.. If she did that I wouldn't give a fuck, I'd smile like an absolute idiot! Doing something like that is so cute to me. It's so bold and I love that about her. People rarely challenge me.. but she didn't give a FUCK an I loved it

Maybe not moody.. I'm bad at hiding pain I imagine I looked angry a lot when I wasn't. I was heartbroken

Nope the fa la la and smurf stuff you have me lost on too.. you have 3 or 4 regular analogies I just do not get!

You are NOT leaving me hanging like that on about tangents again 😂 mean!! Explain please, an not your usual evasive tactics 😜

Empowering me.. the moments.. the handful of times our eyes truly.. met.. my heart won't let go of those. The picture.. few things Iv read that seem to fit with it. I KNOW that's her. I know she is not the type to use something like that to hurt me or for a cheap laugh. My heart's sure on that.. just my brain reminding that it's not impossible someone else get hold of it and is using it fuck with me

ll be clear though, I don't believe that

Good job I gave my heart to her a long time ago.. I know it's safe with her. I'd wait the rest of my life. I just.. struggle with the pain of that wait.. more now I can't see her.. or only from a distance :(

The thing still bothering me.. what do I do when that times up.. I don't have any answer there

I know.. believe.. I'm trying! It's weird but my strength is greater for those I love than it is for me.. it's your bucket thing.. surviving off my own strength alone too long.. need someone else top it up for me.. you're doing a pretty good job there :)

by Love 4u is all I do October 23, 2023

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Ermm I can't really remember.. I spent a long time just searching. And I mean.. a long time.. I read your posts for a long time.. then a few too coincidental ones.. made me reach out

I can't tell you how much I mean this either, but I'm so glad I did. You have a beautiful.. beautiful soul. A deep, loving heart.. a way with words that's bought me to tears.. and such a caring sense of empathy. You don't know the ways you've made me feel. Let me feel..

That's why I want you to remember that about the blue. You DONT have to go through any of that alone. You can tell me anything, ask me anything. I promise, I'm here for that, always

Oops my tangent there! I think I found you around march.. and I studied every word. Wasn't even sure how to reach out to you. I'd found other accounts that made me think but something just didn't fit. Like you've said.. it's a real minefield.. the odds of finding your one.. have to be astronomical

Maybe it makes it easier when you're looking for a poet..

By roses are red do you mean as in a valentine's one? Hmm I hadn't thought of that.. new challenge.. roses are red huh.. I can work with that

I expect you to try too :) when you're feeling upto it of course

Now.. no more blue please.. just remember you've got me to lean on when you're feeling that.. imagine a humongous arm is giving you the world's biggest hug.. (and tilt your head for the head lean too) deep breath in.. and a big.. slow sigh to let it all out..

I'm here, I can protect that bubble 4u

by Love 4u is all I do October 16, 2023

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I guess it's the same as an ummm yeah.. I make odd noises sometimes usually when she's left me speechless in various ways :) I think I use it just to show I'm actually having to think.. this entire experience here.. it's actually a little mind-blowing don't you think

Drawbridge.. that's such a unique view! As far as I'm concerned.. this place is that secret world. There's only ever a maximum of 2 people who truly understand what's being said..

I don't either, amazing that we've both had this done to us! Such similar changes at such a deep personal level driven by the other.. it's ok I don't make much sense when I'm tryin explain this love either. I understand :)

What do you mean by your thoughts scrambling? What conversations do you mean too? You may.. have floored me here yes.. but I'm having to be reserved. I know what you mean with the mouth thing though, difficult to stop once you start
Theres still a whole side of me still concealed till it's private for the first time.. you can hardly say yikes either.. I think you know I've got some crazy too 😜 that could actually be easier to deal with in person 🤔

Heart guarded and still had it taken huh.. sounds familiar! Honestly.. I know. Understanding it though is easy.. it's just them. You see it, you feel it, deep in your heart.. they're the one

Oh god I have so many plans. I just get the feeling I know what we'll be like around each other.. just don't think she'll expect how romantic.. or attentative Il be. I like physical affection even if it's just holding her hand, havin mine round her waist or arms wrapped round her.. god Id LOVE any of those right now..

You don't have a smurfette vibe don't worry :)

The dedication in your words is pretty evident of that

You haven't shared any plans for a while.. that seems suspicious given your past confessions. Not drawing a new map? :)

by Love 4u is all I do October 18, 2023

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That was unexpected.. Im struggling work out how to take or read things at the minute

I've reread this so many times today.. still not sure how it makes me feel

It's a beautiful quote..

Makes me think about my situation though.. I don't know anything as it is. I can't do anything even when that day does come.. so what do I do then?

Twice I've tried and it backfired.. I can't do it again
So what do I do if, in 4 months time, it's still just silence..

I see the thought.. and my heart.. does believe something similar..

I don't like thinking the most important part of my life.. is out of my hands.. it makes me feel powerless

by Love 4u is all I do October 20, 2023

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Ok you have to expect questions now..

You were asking questions trying to answer one of your own? Any chance you're gonna tell me the question?

I can tell you're being cryptic again but the way my head is I'm really struggling with context.. as in do things mean as they appear

Yeah I remember.. I wasn't sure what you meant then to be honest..

What posts were you sure of? And which ones arent making sense to you now?

This is the problem here.. what people seek.. is likely not currently possible through normal means.. people disguise things to protect themselves.. or their other.. you don't know what's protection or if you're just mistaken

What's your head remembering? This is the problem.. my head torments me. But my heart is absolute..

Numbers.. I felt like I was saying them move more recently.. only in one place but seemed they had a purpose or direction maybe.. but mine, I don't know.. it's difficult to know if they'll be understood. Or even if the right person sees..

I am wondering what you've figured out about who I am though..

Don't.. give.. up.. you told me that before. I'd given up yesterday an I just spent 2 days aching.. feeling the most alone Iv ever been..

You're not alone. I'm here, I'm listening.. so talk.. please

Do the olive juice thing.. no matter what it is, it will mean the world to him trust me..

I hate knowing you're feeling down :( wish I could help you smile.. just know you're the bravest.. strongest.. most loving and empathetic person I've had the pleasure of knowing. You've kept my heart beating a long time..

I told you.. sometimes I falter alone, but when it's someone I care for.. my strength is infinite. You're not alone.. you've got a strong shoulder to lean on, always

You are right too.. nothing.. changes that love

Don't give up on your dreams.. they're waiting 4u

by Love 4u is all I do November 2, 2023

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I'm not sure.. it's when I assume we'll be free to talk. I don't actually know that we will. As iv said the biggest problem.. I can't initiate that conversation. So if that day comes and goes.. well, honestly I don't know. Other than it'll destroy me

Thats assuming I don't actually lose my mind before then

Do you mean would I message her again when that times up? Il wait without doubt.. but I don't know.. I'd have to have a much more solid idea she wanted that first I think

Evasive? How so? It's never intentional with me you know.. I'm not hiding my feelings. It's too important. I don't give a fuck about anyone else's opinion of us. Like I said before, everyone.. everything else is just noise

What do you mean by you should be?

I might have phrased that poorly.. you already are, right?

Pretty important part of it..

by Love 4u is all I do October 27, 2023