39 definitions by Love 4u is all I do

I doubt my words will have been posted in time.. so I promise an epic poem for Tuesday..

Just know I have smiled a lot at your words today

I needed it. Your timing is impeccable, your words beautiful as ever

Nothing to worry about.. just a long and difficult day

I love you. As I always will, my Queen..

My sun.. I miss you lighting up my world..

Il keep fighting through the darkness for you. Id walk it alone for the rest of my life if I knew it meant I'd find you in the next

Nothing will keep our souls apart
Sorry if my words are delayed..

Il start working on my.. 'roses are red' to make it up to you
by Love 4u is all I do October 23, 2023
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I meant if she didn't have similar feelings I'd just look crazy and have no idea if I should just leave her alone. I still feel a bit strange.. my heart feels like it worked something out. Something that made no sense before.. but as the days gone on my heads starting tellin me I still could be wrong

We already sound like each other quite often.. and there's a possibility we're both just crazy you know

I felt so sure last night.. and I still have a long wait. I think I got that excited I forgot the wait briefly
I saw her in my arms clearly for the first time ever.. it's made me want it even fucking more.. I didn't know that was possible

Oh you are witchy.. I'm sure you get some satisfaction from confusing me ha. What event? I'd imagine anything around other people would make it more difficult.. an how did you try to get the date? I'm going to assume you made it as cryptic as possible..

What would you do if you did actually see him anyway? Oh yeah the curiosity.. that is seriously the worst
I'm not sure what you mean with the anchor.. elaborate please!

What do you mean by squirrel face? I cannot imagine what kinda face you mean or why you'd be making it!?

Why would you think you were bothering him? He must have expressed some feelings to you.. surely you know you'd be safe sharing that with him directly?

I wish, so much.. that we could just talk. Phone, messages whatever I genuinely don't care I just want to talk to her and know it's her. That we're ok.. that she's ok

Yeah reading them out loud is different.. and imagining actually reading them to her.. I struggle with some parts a lot
by Love 4u is all I do October 13, 2023
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What's really nuts.. is that I think know what kinda face you mean.. that I'd like to see! These things should not be starting make sense to me, maybe I have fully lost it

A community thing? I'm not sure turning up that way would be appropriate.. I wouldn't want anyone else even potentially interrupting that first actual meeting where you're both free

I did get that about the bitchy too.. but I don't consider you bitchy at all so you've got away with it :) for now!
The anchor I'm not concerned with.. I'm much stronger than I was so I imagine I could handle it. Was just the first metaphor to mind trying to think of one thing that tethers me to her still that I can't lose.. struggling define that right now

I just want one thing.. that I'm sure of that would tell me what I'm doing. Something that I can't be wrong about. Seems impossible
It wasn't about feelings being reciprocated or lookin an idiot. If she doesn't have feelings for me then I get it, she won't see or hear from me again

It's her I'm concerned about.. I have no idea how she really feels about me, I could be scaring the hell out of her and it kills me even thinking that

With other accounts here and everything else recently I am getting a horrible feeling this is just a game. I genuinely cannot make sense of a lot of things still

What do you mean by your actions telling him? Why I left.. thats another question I still have.. I didn't leave by choice
Can't say anymore on that sorry. That's still bothering me

I meant to ask.. what made you say you were proud about that poem? I genuinely appreciated that.. but wasn't sure why you said proud, did it read or seem different in some way?

To be honest, I was ermm.. fairly emotional writing that one

How often does he have you making squirrel faces?
by Love 4u is all I do October 15, 2023
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I really hope that's what it was yeah.. several times she looked like she was tryin to mouth something similar it just wasn't enough to be sure.. the picture felt like something I trusted absolutely, till all the recent crap away from here and finding that post

I still feel like I'm missing something when I look at it.. crypticism and creativity are weapons she wields like a master armsman. Feels like I had my wooden training sword ready when she tried to cleave me in 2 ๐Ÿ˜œ she's caught me off guard at every encounter

Im glad Lyle helped.. he not returned yet? New accounts, instant joincidence.. both posting about the rain.. I love listening to it at night. I'm not too fussed about just being caught in it either
You always manage to find the most curious analogies..

I could spend forever just questioning those!

I hope you're right about the sun.. I want to feel that warmth on my face again
by Love 4u is all I do October 12, 2023
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Being as I have no answer to what to do when the day I'm waiting for comes.. do you? Do you know or have some idea what you'll do when your wait is over?

That entire thought process confuses the hell out of me.. I can't expect her to take the step.. but there's no way I can after the last time I messaged

Don't know what to do when that day comes if it's just more silence..

I wanted ask something.. an if it's too personal I understand.. but be honest cos I imagine my answer is the same!

We both know this love is something different.. something unique beyond words.. I know you've fantasised of things in your future too, just like me

You'd marry this guy right? Like I know that seems an obvious question thinking long term.. but those kinda thoughts don't even feel like a question to me.. is that weird?
What's next I wonder.. I always do ๐Ÿ˜˜
by Love 4u is all I do October 21, 2023
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Yeah I think the private is much better.. olive costume I think I was stuck on oil still, an actual olive seems kind of odd?

I don't know, I guess when things make no sense.. especially to someone like me.. I either can't confirm what I believe.. I have to respect that I know she's making the right choices
And make no mistake.. thats is what I believe. Deep down

I don't need tell you about overthinking.. and when it comes to her.. I analyse everything.. because she means everything! I want to remember every second. I know I must have misread so many things, that's the other side of not knowing, to understand how she feels. I can't describe it

There were a few nights where.. I just had to leave. Couldn't make sense of something that seemed personal

It doesn't help.. that I VASTLY underestimated her creativity either..

What's the paper? Some keepsake I assume
I am assuming the box you refer to occasionally is a real thing from now on
The thing about being proud.. still makes me smile now.. thank you ๐Ÿ˜Š

Hmm I can imagine you being a little clumsy when you're all giddy. Walking halfway somewhere then forgetting where you were going let alone doing

Sunday's.. surprised you remembered that.. yeah
Used to be my favourite night of the week
Now.. not so much

Thanks for your words today.. always appreciated :)
by Love 4u is all I do October 17, 2023
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Its March 1st according to Google.. you seemed interested an thought it might be easier count with someone.. guess its me that its important to though

Why would that be creepy? Its nice that youre interested enough.. sounds insane but youre the only person I get to share anything real with

I know you will.. I think you know I will now too ๐Ÿ˜œ I just mean generally.. even though its nothing do with them some jackass always has put their opinion in

Happy.. greens a good one, yellow/orange too
Blue feels like deep thinking to me too

Only occasionally? ๐Ÿ˜‹ you may be a little crazy but I'm the master there.. same with overthinking.. my name means champion too so you wont win that battle :) I can feel sure about something at night an thought of 2 ways I could be wrong by morning.. hate it sometimes but.. part of who I am
Just got recognise it and try move past I guess

Maybe Lyle doesnt have his usual transport? You thought he was here right.. fair distance for a spider to cover.. even a daddy long legs

Your timescale doesn't sound very convincing :( I'm not massively convinced on mine either at present

Your mind seems an odd place sometimes.. its intriguing!
Ok maybe control wasn't the right word.. but I'm hardly a malleable person.. but somehow your words.. an demeanor just cut through me effortlessly

The power.. how to describe.. you know your squirrel face? Imagine it's similar.. use it to your heart's content but you have to promise to only use your powers for good.. :)
Your scary persona.. hmm was I supposed to believe it? It takes a lot to scare me you know.. I think you'd need to grow a little first :)

What do you mean by talking to other ones? I already have enough mysteries I need to solve without more!

You don't have to apologise to me :)

Nor explain your mind, mine has been crazy the last few days.. feel like the silence.. plus not seeing her is starting to really get to me ๐Ÿฅบ
by Love 4u is all I do October 30, 2023
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