She’s scared of small things and doesn’t know what she wants in this world. She’s trying to figure out her future but can’t. She only wants to make people happy, but that often comes at her expense. There are rarely days that she doesn’t want to cry. She just on the larger side and hates tight fitting clothes because when she breathes she thinks everyone can see her stomach. She’s holding her breath trying not to mess up.
by Decisions are hard October 18, 2019