Elegant, mysterious and beautiful. She doesn't want to lie, but lies to protect herself. She struggles to find satisfaction even after the things that she hoped for and that what makes happiness escape her grasp. She longs to be understood without wanting anyone to understand her. She needs to accept that she can make mistakes even though she is a really brilliant person. She also needs to accept that it is not wrong to take back a decision that she regrets and the people around her will accept her for who she is because she is loved. She has a hard time appreciating the love of others and admitting to herself that she loves others, even if she tells them she doesn't like them. That's who she is and she will be lucky if she found someone who can understand and accept her fully.
by Crusteez June 8, 2021