When you want a fetish but you can't open up about it because you are ashamed. This also sometimes occurs when you don't have enough content to fulfill your fetish, and you want mire.
"Don't worry Aiden, maybe if you could open up about your getish more it could turn into a fetish
A geisha is a traditional Japanese entertainer of men. She is a master of traditional arts including music, serving tea (which is a fine Japanese art), dancing and singing etc. Most geisha live in Tokyo or Kyoto (those in Kyoto call themselves geiko. Although in the past it could be argued that geisha were prostitutes (which would be an egregious oversimplification...today it can be easily and accurately said that geisha are certainly not prostitutes.