suicide.. i used to try and commit suicide
its painful and tiring your mind is always full about life's big question and how to kill your slef 101..
no one can tell that you are unless they see u attempt.
you seam like you are just depressed but depression is only the frist step. people that attempt don brag about it or talk about it to sertin levels coz when people talk to them about it more it hurts more and it force them to attemts and most likly succed more aften 4 people were it chnages for different people somtime it helps to talk but mostly on a scale of 1 in 10 people do. suicide is a very compulated verson of thought and feeling and/or love and regret. mostly thought and feeling refers to life as they see it in there eyes they may the most popular, richest, happest person in the world but still wonder about life on the other and commit suicide out of pure wonder and no reason but cases change from person to person....
bill: hi what r u up to?
bob: just thinking.
bill: about what?
bob: jus stuff.
bill: what sort of stuff?
bob: life as it is, big qusetion.
bill: oh. ur not think about death? r u?
bob: yer i always wonder what it would but like to die and see the other side.
bill: well don't commit suicide!