31 definitions by Time Capsule💊
You said you love me
Then you say you don't love me
You said you need me
Then you say you don't need me
You said you want my love
Then you say my love is not what you want.
Then you say you don't love me
You said you need me
Then you say you don't need me
You said you want my love
Then you say my love is not what you want.
You said.
I said.
Everyone else said.
No longer between us.
You said. You say.
by The Gardener in Fairy Tales January 05, 2022
I said.
Everyone else said.
No longer between us.
You said. You say.
by The Gardener in Fairy Tales January 05, 2022
by Time Capsule💊 April 19, 2023
Can I?
Can I have one of your old T-shirts
to wear it when missing you so much?
Can I have your smile
to brighten those rainy days?
Can I catch your hands
if you ever fall off the cliff? (Metaphor..)
Can I be there for you..
as whomever in your life?
Can I have your sweet embrace
at my old age..? (Less judgement by anybody, I guess..)
Can I listen to you playing guitar
even if just once in my life
even if it doesn't sound good..
even if you play wrong notes...?
Can I see you play soccer..
like you used to play..
at your young age..?
Can I take pictures of you..
using my phone camera..
to look back and look at..
when thinking of you?
Can you call me or directly talk to me?
Because I miss hearing your warm voice very much.
Can you text me regularly whenever you feel like it?
Because you are someone who I want to share stories with,
other than my family members,
nobody else.
According to so many thumbs-down you gave my post last time, I guess not.. :) still ask anyway.. I am serious about the shirt..
Can I have one of your old T-shirts
to wear it when missing you so much?
Can I have your smile
to brighten those rainy days?
Can I catch your hands
if you ever fall off the cliff? (Metaphor..)
Can I be there for you..
as whomever in your life?
Can I have your sweet embrace
at my old age..? (Less judgement by anybody, I guess..)
Can I listen to you playing guitar
even if just once in my life
even if it doesn't sound good..
even if you play wrong notes...?
Can I see you play soccer..
like you used to play..
at your young age..?
Can I take pictures of you..
using my phone camera..
to look back and look at..
when thinking of you?
Can you call me or directly talk to me?
Because I miss hearing your warm voice very much.
Can you text me regularly whenever you feel like it?
Because you are someone who I want to share stories with,
other than my family members,
nobody else.
According to so many thumbs-down you gave my post last time, I guess not.. :) still ask anyway.. I am serious about the shirt..
by Time Capsule💊 April 19, 2023
I really worried, and I was unable to close my eyes for almost all night long. I kept messaging you and there was not a single response. I cried my heart out and hope nothing bad happened..
Nothing bad happened. I thank God.
I worried. I really did. Don't do that again! I just want you to be happy, healthy.
by The Gardener in Fairy Tales January 10, 2022
I worried. I really did. Don't do that again! I just want you to be happy, healthy.
by The Gardener in Fairy Tales January 10, 2022
by Time Capsule💊 April 19, 2023
It was yesterday when I was so worried if you did something "stupid" to yourself. It was yesterday when I cried my heart out and wanted to check on you. It was yesterday when I visited the garden for the first time.. just by myself.
There is a shell of a snail that I have had for years, and I always carry it with me. I like the metaphors of "snail" - slow and steady, small and strong, resilient. I used to patiently watch them slowly moved across the backyard after a rainny night. I enjoyed it again and did not think it was a waste of time. I observed and enjoyed thinking when looking at another life - from a human life to nature (I do believe that even trees and rocks have souls - not in a sense of souls like we have)
At the area behind that wooden house, where I put the shell of the snail down and took a picture, there was a guy (a European guy) walking toward my direction as I was trying to take a picture of the shell. He walked pass me to the right and then he stopped.. just lingered around. I wondered: "Why do you keep lingering? Please keep walking. I feel uncomfortable." I finally got up and walked away. He saw me and smiled at me.
I think I was rude by not smiling back. I kept looking at my messages to you. He followed..
There is a shell of a snail that I have had for years, and I always carry it with me. I like the metaphors of "snail" - slow and steady, small and strong, resilient. I used to patiently watch them slowly moved across the backyard after a rainny night. I enjoyed it again and did not think it was a waste of time. I observed and enjoyed thinking when looking at another life - from a human life to nature (I do believe that even trees and rocks have souls - not in a sense of souls like we have)
At the area behind that wooden house, where I put the shell of the snail down and took a picture, there was a guy (a European guy) walking toward my direction as I was trying to take a picture of the shell. He walked pass me to the right and then he stopped.. just lingered around. I wondered: "Why do you keep lingering? Please keep walking. I feel uncomfortable." I finally got up and walked away. He saw me and smiled at me.
I think I was rude by not smiling back. I kept looking at my messages to you. He followed..
I thought: "You had all the time to walk that way when I was taking pictures.. why do you just suddenly walk this way as I walk this way too? Don't tell me this is another situation of asking for phone numbers. Sorry, no phone numbers to strangers." I must know someone really well before I give out my phone numbers unless it's someone important, work-related .. *you* were the only exception.. You will forever be my only exception (I will write about the only exception later).
I tried to walk a different path.. He knew that it would be very obvious if he walked down that path with me. He looked at me from afar as I touched the trees, rocks that you might touch one day.
He waited for me to come up. I waited for him to leave. I think he really wanted to say "hi" and start a conversation. I really wish you were there laughing with me.. like a friend (I dont have any preference because I really know you have complications in life).
Another Follower.
by The Gardener in Fairy Tales January 11, 2022
I tried to walk a different path.. He knew that it would be very obvious if he walked down that path with me. He looked at me from afar as I touched the trees, rocks that you might touch one day.
He waited for me to come up. I waited for him to leave. I think he really wanted to say "hi" and start a conversation. I really wish you were there laughing with me.. like a friend (I dont have any preference because I really know you have complications in life).
Another Follower.
by The Gardener in Fairy Tales January 11, 2022
by Time Capsule💊 April 19, 2023
«You let her fall in love with you...thinking you love her too..
But you meant no harm..
You have done nothing wrong..
You think that is enough for her..
After all..
She is the one who is charmed by you.
You don't know if you really love her..
Maybe you just love that she loves you.
It makes you feel good..
You enjoy it so much..
And you keep going...
No harm is done. Because..
You can't even call it a relationship.
Then at some point you decide it's time to end it.
You just leave..
You go back to your life..
Nothing changes for you..»
Oh.
Is that so?
Now I know.
But you meant no harm..
You have done nothing wrong..
You think that is enough for her..
After all..
She is the one who is charmed by you.
You don't know if you really love her..
Maybe you just love that she loves you.
It makes you feel good..
You enjoy it so much..
And you keep going...
No harm is done. Because..
You can't even call it a relationship.
Then at some point you decide it's time to end it.
You just leave..
You go back to your life..
Nothing changes for you..»
Oh.
Is that so?
Now I know.
by Time Capsule💊 April 19, 2023
I miss telling you to drink warm water, to stay warm and not get sick in this cold weather..
I can't even message you freely through the app like before ..
because you are not there anymore ...
Can we create more happy memories?
I can't even message you freely through the app like before ..
because you are not there anymore ...
Can we create more happy memories?
It's so cold, so I create this post to give it a thumb up whenever I want to say "Stay warm. Please take care. Drink warm water and please don't get sick.. Neither your loved ones.."
by The Gardener in Fairy Tales February 04, 2022
by The Gardener in Fairy Tales February 04, 2022
by Time Capsule💊 April 19, 2023
Did I wait? Probably sitting on the stairs for 3 hours.. now I don't know what I am waiting for
by The Gardener in Fairy Tales January 12, 2022
by The Gardener in Fairy Tales January 12, 2022
by Time Capsule💊 April 19, 2023