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I'm willing
"Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow, and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day, you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow, and it goes so fast

Well, you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much, and you dived too deep"

I listened to this a long time ago. Back then, I wondered why they made it sound so sad and negative instead of inspiring.

Yes it is true that you only need the light when it's burning low. However, that desperate feeling will help you appreciate light more in the future. Yes it is true that you only know you've been high when you're feeling low. However, that desperate feeling helps you appreciate what even just slightly higher than low.

I am not saying that people prefer sunlight over snow ("You only miss the sunlight when it starts to snow"). When it's hot, they want it cold. When it snows, they want the heat.

=> The moral story behind this is that what seems so bad does not seem so bad. It will help you appreacite what you never noticed or appreciated before.
I'm willing to be the unsaved heart to motivate you to save more hearts and be more compassionate toward your career.

Every heart you save.
by The Gardener in Fairy Tales January 26, 2022
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In real world, my eyes (were) are set on you
In real world, I see the childish side of you
In real world, I climbed over hills to find you..

Despite the dangers in the forest.. awaited
Despite the consequences I calculated..

Despite the heat and...rain..
Despite being soaking wet and having freezing hands..

Coleagues asked why I went out under the rain to get wet like this
Never once they understood I was willing to get sick because of someone I (missed) miss

Just for a very short moment of looking at him from behind, from across the auditorium.
Looking at him smiled and played drums.. (I pity the table......)

Looking at him when he spoke.
Looking at him when he fixed his hair
Looking at him when he turned around to try to find you.

So many many more .
The disadvantage of having good memory is that you remember.
8/2 "I brought this for you." Shoulder
The day I sat behind you..

The day you turned aside and wanted me to look deep into that beautiful eyes. «If you could see my eyes, then you would understand»

In real world, I trried.
by The Gardener in Fairy Tales January 14, 2022
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I wonder who knows my account but this account is not intended to be known..
This is my escape zone where I can freely write down my feelings and what happened.

I want to have a garden, a beautiful one. I love gardens. I wish you were there playing rocks with me. I wish you were there to walk under tall trees with me. I left several notes near by those trees.

I hope someday you will find this place. It's peaceful. I enjoyed it. I would enjoy it more if you were there.
I want a garden is big enough for me to grow my own vegetables and fruits, build a small pond, build bird house... many more.
Hmmm maybe I should draw what I imagine.

by The Gardener in Fairy Tales January 10, 2022
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She is the best friend
She is the best lover
She is the best companion
She is the best spouse
She is your living water
Once you drink you will never thrist
She is your fresh baked bread of life
Once you eat you never feel hungry
She will save her family..
.. from the negativities
I always want the best for you
And..
She is the best
For You.

John 4:14 "Whoever drinks of the water that I will give him will never thirst again"

John 6:35: Then Jesus declared, “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never go hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.”

You and her are beautiful from inside out
Her beauty was so divine and you fell for her without a doubt
There might be some ups and downs
As long as you two stick together,
the love once lost, will always be found.
by Time Capsule💊 April 19, 2023
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I feel like this year is going to drain my energy like never before. I feel sooo tired. I only have time to check UD early in the morning.. I don't have time to check and find out which accounts are yours anymore, so many. If you want to let me know something, then just use 2 accounts or so. I am not able to catch up.. This is the truth. I won't be able to find those posts and read them. Your messages won't be sent to me to know. I won't know your feelings and thinkings.

I want everything to be plain and simple. I don't play mind games. It does not matter if it is my imagination or straight talks, they are my true feelings and true thoughts, like right now, at this minute when I type this.

2-12, 2-15, 3-15

Remember when I did not know about UD. I wrote my status on wa. It was instant. The messages I wanted you to know got sent to you immediately. Downside of it is that I can't save those statuses like when I write like this on UD.. Years after you still can come back and read again.. I miss texting you. I wish you didn't stop texting me last year in March..
It's almost a year..
by The Gardener in Fairy Tales February 09, 2022
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My heart was diagnosed in 8th grade,
You were supposed to save, not hurt.
Now it has been so dismayed,
Lost faith in humanity, I would say.

The golden heart was once beating,
Now that kind heart is bleeding.
The sincere heart that kept on giving,
Now it is just a useless thing.

Don't even try to explain anything
Misunderstanding, always misunderstanding
My good intensions were not convinced
Well, then, I am leaving.. everything behind.

Put my memories aside.
Please just don't cry.
You won't see me cry.
Crying in happiness knowing you are fine.
The colors of my heart: rainbows.
by The Gardener in Fairy Tales January 12, 2022
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I will let you do what you would rather do.

I will let you talk to whom you would rather talk to.

I will let you be at places you would rather be.

And one day looking back, there will be no longer me.
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by Time Capsule💊 May 13, 2023
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