39 definitions by Love 4u is all I do
When we first met. You were hurt
I had feelings for you instantly and I always felt protective of you. I hated hearing you were in pain, wanted to do anything to take your mind off it
Talking till the early hours every night.. wanting to continue the instant I woke up. I've never felt a connection like the one I had with you. I fucked it up
I never got to apologise properly. I never knew how you truly felt. I missed you endlessly.. thought I had to keep my distance, that I must have made you uncomfortable and I hated myself for it
Then.. things seemed to change.. moments of eye contact.. with a new intensity.. before, we smiled with our eyes to each other.. but now.. it was like they were on fire..
The few times I thought you responded to my numbers at work.. I can't describe how I felt..
I have always loved you. I always will
I had feelings for you instantly and I always felt protective of you. I hated hearing you were in pain, wanted to do anything to take your mind off it
Talking till the early hours every night.. wanting to continue the instant I woke up. I've never felt a connection like the one I had with you. I fucked it up
I never got to apologise properly. I never knew how you truly felt. I missed you endlessly.. thought I had to keep my distance, that I must have made you uncomfortable and I hated myself for it
Then.. things seemed to change.. moments of eye contact.. with a new intensity.. before, we smiled with our eyes to each other.. but now.. it was like they were on fire..
The few times I thought you responded to my numbers at work.. I can't describe how I felt..
I have always loved you. I always will
So much has happened. The most important moments of my life.. and the only person I want to talk to them about.. I can't
I feel.. like I've read your words so many times.. I can hear you saying them.. I wish I could. I don't know.. they're yours.. but.. I feel it I guess
I still worry about you.. every single day. Hoping you're safe. That I haven't hurt you. That you see these words.. and that they mean something
I think.. far too much about things.. things that have happened lately.. other accounts here that have.. very similar style to yours, that are in pain..
I hope.. beyond anything that your heart isnt aching like mine
And I wish.. so badly.. that I knew for sure
That I knew of some way to take any of your pain away
I.. love you, J
I always.. always will
Pinky promise
I feel.. like I've read your words so many times.. I can hear you saying them.. I wish I could. I don't know.. they're yours.. but.. I feel it I guess
I still worry about you.. every single day. Hoping you're safe. That I haven't hurt you. That you see these words.. and that they mean something
I think.. far too much about things.. things that have happened lately.. other accounts here that have.. very similar style to yours, that are in pain..
I hope.. beyond anything that your heart isnt aching like mine
And I wish.. so badly.. that I knew for sure
That I knew of some way to take any of your pain away
I.. love you, J
I always.. always will
Pinky promise
by Love 4u is all I do October 16, 2023
This and your love post really made me smile..
You have such incredible faith.. I really envy that. Your words seem so heartfelt.. it gives me so much strength when I first read them.. I wish I could keep that
I still feel like that picture is the strongest thing I have.. that's definitely made me dream. Every night when I lie down.. I have the same thoughts racing through my mind wishing she was here with me.. it's goin so crazy when we've not had any relationship yet but it just feels so right.. I don't understand it
You have such incredible faith.. I really envy that. Your words seem so heartfelt.. it gives me so much strength when I first read them.. I wish I could keep that
I still feel like that picture is the strongest thing I have.. that's definitely made me dream. Every night when I lie down.. I have the same thoughts racing through my mind wishing she was here with me.. it's goin so crazy when we've not had any relationship yet but it just feels so right.. I don't understand it
You said about a moment where there was a touch and then a look, that made you fall.. I don't know how I hadn't registered that. Have a joincidence for that too..
What happened?
I can see me being up for a while tonight.. always seems harder at night. It's so strange how comfortable it feels thinking of her here with me.. never felt anything like it
I don't know how long it's been since I've had a dream that wasnt of her..
Sorry nothing poetic today.. hopefully Il find some inspiration tomorow
But thanks for your words again :) gave me a few smiles today
Sweet dreams
What happened?
I can see me being up for a while tonight.. always seems harder at night. It's so strange how comfortable it feels thinking of her here with me.. never felt anything like it
I don't know how long it's been since I've had a dream that wasnt of her..
Sorry nothing poetic today.. hopefully Il find some inspiration tomorow
But thanks for your words again :) gave me a few smiles today
Sweet dreams
by Love 4u is all I do October 15, 2023
You are awesome.. No argument from me 😜
You do seem to have some weird power over me.. wonder where that comes from 🤔
Hmm.. I'm not sure what line of thought you're on with other things you do. Though it has set my mind wandering..
The things you don't though.. not so clear there.. as if your evasiveness would suprise me!
I struggle with letting things go or not understanding situations or people's intentions.. which is amplified beyond my understanding when it comes to a love that's SO important to me
You do seem to have some weird power over me.. wonder where that comes from 🤔
Hmm.. I'm not sure what line of thought you're on with other things you do. Though it has set my mind wandering..
The things you don't though.. not so clear there.. as if your evasiveness would suprise me!
I struggle with letting things go or not understanding situations or people's intentions.. which is amplified beyond my understanding when it comes to a love that's SO important to me
I told you.. don't hold back.. I want it all. You can say anything to me
What's funny about controlling me?
You know your words have a power over me..
I want that smart arse comment too please 😜
Do you know how rare it is someone influences me.. maybe there's just be something special about you
I already listen to you always though.. depends on the language being used as to how I interpret though..
I think you're more than just a little smart arse with me 😉
Pretty sure..
What's funny about controlling me?
You know your words have a power over me..
I want that smart arse comment too please 😜
Do you know how rare it is someone influences me.. maybe there's just be something special about you
I already listen to you always though.. depends on the language being used as to how I interpret though..
I think you're more than just a little smart arse with me 😉
Pretty sure..
by Love 4u is all I do October 27, 2023
:) it's not just me then.. I don't think a lot of guys imagine that stuff, but I know without question I'd marry her! Same with the big vs small wedding too.. wondered about what she'd do about her name too.. completely upto her obviously but I like the thought she'd take mine :) I did say once when we were talking about this kinda stuff.. I'm a bit old school.. I'd obviously have to ask her dad permission.. but I'd have to say that ultimately.. that decision is hers alone!
Public and untypical? How do you mean? Oh god.. wow.. I never imagined her in that kind of dress 🥺😳 I think my heart just melted. I can actually see it..
Fuck standards. Noone can define love other than the 2 people sharing it. Love is between 2 people alone, literally NOONE else has a say in it. Not friends.. family.. noone
Public and untypical? How do you mean? Oh god.. wow.. I never imagined her in that kind of dress 🥺😳 I think my heart just melted. I can actually see it..
Fuck standards. Noone can define love other than the 2 people sharing it. Love is between 2 people alone, literally NOONE else has a say in it. Not friends.. family.. noone
You are so sweet you know :) I can totally see you having the courage to be the one proposing too! I'd have to put serious thought into how I'd actually pop the question.. I can imagine her face as I slowly got down on 1 knee.. that smile.. fuck
I don't want sparing of tangents woman.. I want them all! I told you don't hold back 😜
I'm sure he wouldn't let go of you either.. I know I never will
I don't want sparing of tangents woman.. I want them all! I told you don't hold back 😜
I'm sure he wouldn't let go of you either.. I know I never will
by Love 4u is all I do October 23, 2023
I was only thinking last night.. we need somewhere new
Nice way to explain away the blue..
I don't know why, but I've smiled a bit today
So hopefully the blues, will stay away
Maybe it's just your words..
Making me wonder if I'm absurd
But until I get that hello..
Il try to stay mellow
Don't worry, there's worse to bare than scars
I just have to remember, she's never that far..
Nice way to explain away the blue..
I don't know why, but I've smiled a bit today
So hopefully the blues, will stay away
Maybe it's just your words..
Making me wonder if I'm absurd
But until I get that hello..
Il try to stay mellow
Don't worry, there's worse to bare than scars
I just have to remember, she's never that far..
Still not really reading any words with much confidence..
Fuck it, they still have impact regardless who they're intended for..
806 my intuition on numbers has died however it seems 😒 I'd be guessing right now normally
Fuck it, they still have impact regardless who they're intended for..
806 my intuition on numbers has died however it seems 😒 I'd be guessing right now normally
by Love 4u is all I do October 12, 2023
by Love 4u is all I do October 15, 2023
Sorry my head is just fucked today. Thought I was doing better with this but I'm not. Everytime.. I think I've worked something out or have some renewed hope, it gets taken away
My head has give up.. and honestly, I don't seem be able feel my heart
Not sure why I'm writing cos nothing is making sense
I know you're not 6'7 though.. an I seriously doubt you're quicker than me. Yeah I meant height.. not sure how else I could have meant it to you?
I've never shared my thoughts like this either, which I'm feeling a bit conflicted about now.. I've never felt like all of this could have been pointless until now
My head has give up.. and honestly, I don't seem be able feel my heart
Not sure why I'm writing cos nothing is making sense
I know you're not 6'7 though.. an I seriously doubt you're quicker than me. Yeah I meant height.. not sure how else I could have meant it to you?
I've never shared my thoughts like this either, which I'm feeling a bit conflicted about now.. I've never felt like all of this could have been pointless until now
I still don't get the smurf references by the way. You seem do it a lot an do not get it at all
Thing is.. I've been wrong so much, how can I trust anythin I think is right again
The actual reality is.. all I've had is rejection, distance and silence
Everything else.. is just what I think, how can I believe that still with everything else against me
She told me directly
Other people told me..
I was wrong
I'm sorry. I don't know how I'm going shake this. If I am
Thing is.. I've been wrong so much, how can I trust anythin I think is right again
The actual reality is.. all I've had is rejection, distance and silence
Everything else.. is just what I think, how can I believe that still with everything else against me
She told me directly
Other people told me..
I was wrong
I'm sorry. I don't know how I'm going shake this. If I am
by Love 4u is all I do November 1, 2023