This is Ecstasy:
This profound love, this sudden mind
rush that has you absolutely floored. You "open" your eyes and look around, surrounded by friends you love, who love you back, you feel your
heart open to the most infinite, deepest love you could possibly
imagine. The kind of love you feel when your mom is sick and you are taking care of her x100. It is so
pure and unhindered by your own personal problems. Your barriers go with it. You can say things shamelessly that you would have previously blushed to
even privately think about. And previously what might have been met with scorn is met with another's infinite love.
The happiest and most free you've ever felt times 100.
non-judgmental
euphoria
a warm feeling all over. Touch is so innately sensitive that just the smallest touch feels absolutely amazing.
I tell everyone I love them and I mean it with every fiber of my being at that point in time. E is the human
race without the primal, darwinian, negative emotions that
bog us down. E is indescribable,E is to be experienced, E is unreal. The feeling of E is
utopia.
Ecstasy is currently being tested for use with PTSD and other emotional traumas. Before it was illegal it was used in
marriage counseling. What makes you feel so loving and comfortable with everyone is the hormone oxytocin.
If you'
re feeling crappy after taking E, it's most likely from the immense stress ecstasy puts on your body and adrenals. It's not brain damage, it's your body.
