A japanese word that roughly translates to "black person" with "koku" being the color black (or dark) and "jin" meaning man (although gender is typically neutral). The word kokujin is not derogatory unlike the word kurombo and should also not be confused with gaikokujin (non-japanese person).
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.