tears of a clown 

A phrase used to describe a person who appears joyful and chipper around people but is actually emotionally distraught. Usually this results from heartbreak or a severely stubbed toe.

Johnny: Have you heard Al's joke about his last ex!!!?
Betty: It's funny! But I'm sure he hides the tears of a clown.
Johnny: ...Betty your such a frikin downer.

tears of a clown by Ejizelator March 2, 2016

Anaheim Tears Of A Clown 

ATOC is a gang in the SW part of the city of crime. Members of this gang can be found throughout Anaheim and Buena Park, but are usually kicken it in their varrio on Knott and Savanna St. Keep Truchas and Fuck a Posole and a DelMonkey

"Shit ese, those foos from Anaheim Tears Of a Clown fucked up those little levas from pobre."

Anaheim Tears Of A Clown by T3ARSUP August 26, 2008