1 definition by yodelling.panda
"Unrequited love". That one person you would die for, but they don't even care if you did. You're madly in love with someone who doesn't even notice you, someone who probably doesn't even remember your last name. You want to show them you would do anything for them, that they're literally your world. It makes you feel like you're so empty and that your life is meaningless without them.
You remember every fucking conversation you've had with them and every fake smile they gave you. You would do anything just to be friends, although they don't want to be.
It can feel like you're being stabbed constantly in the chest, crying in pain while you're the one holding the knife. Those many sleepless, drunk nights, wondering where everything went so wrong. Those are the nights that you wanted them the most.
It's like you're dead, but you're still alive.
You remember every fucking conversation you've had with them and every fake smile they gave you. You would do anything just to be friends, although they don't want to be.
It can feel like you're being stabbed constantly in the chest, crying in pain while you're the one holding the knife. Those many sleepless, drunk nights, wondering where everything went so wrong. Those are the nights that you wanted them the most.
It's like you're dead, but you're still alive.
by yodelling.panda August 28, 2017