1 definition by wishiwasdead
The feeling of not wanting to live anymore. Wishing you were dead because you lost that person or that person no longer loves you. The feeling when you can't fall asleep and when you don't want to get up in the mornings anymore, because you don't have anything to look forward to, because that person is no longer there. When he/she is the first person you think about when you wake up in the morning and the last person you think about before you fall asleep. When you just feel like dieing because you feel like you will never be happy again. And to top it all off you never hear from that person again. And you keep praying that he/she will call, email, or message you and they never do. And when you would jump off the highest mountain just to be able to see that person you love on the way down.
My boyfriend of 6 years cheated on me with my best friend and slept with her. And after we broke up he told me he missed me so much and how sorry he was and how he wish he would have treated me better, and then one day he stops messaging me and never gets on the computer again and then I find out that he is engaged to the girl he cheated on me with. Never to hear from him again or see him again, I feel like dieing. And now I'm heartbroken and I wish I was dead.
by wishiwasdead March 5, 2012