1 definition by white trashley

to hate/love someone to the extent that you desire to punch them in the face then kiss them. an often conflicting emotional attachment to a person that allows you to be royally fucked by them because you love them, and as a result, you want to destroy them.
"rocky, i have (pronounced: hay-v) you so much i want to slap your mouth then kiss it!"
by white trashley July 16, 2006
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