transabled

A term describing someone who desires a specific incapability or disability (for example, amputation, paralysis, or blindness), it can also be used to describe those who internally feel as if they are or should be disabled. (can also have a broader meaning of anything similar to this, like how transvitiligo is included under transabled, even though vitiligo's not a disability)

Emmie feels they should be blind even though they physically aren't. they're transabled.