H.A.V.E.'s definitions

cutting myself

cutting myself is escape or to feel pain in all numbness a way to live to keep going or a way to die if deep enough.

cutting myself
kids at school: Worthless, stupid, fat
social media: Worthless, stupid, fat, cunt, slut whore
me: *feels pain and numb*

me: *repeats in mind everyday*
me: *numb* cuts

me*starts to feel something (pain)
repeats
till the day she gives up cuts so deep she dies

by H.A.V.E. March 19, 2017