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A portmanteau of 'mad' and 'excited'; the state of experiencing both emotions at the same time. This typically occurs when anger over past failure + excitement over impending success form a synergistic affect of rabid desire for/pursuit of the goal(s) in question.
AAAAAAGGGGHHHH!!! I am friggin maxcited out of my MIND!!! Ruby is done this year, for real. It's happening.
by LionChaserYWF January 12, 2011