L'appel du vide 

The call of the void.

L'appel du vide is that tiny voice that tells you to jerk the steering wheel just to the right and take a flying leap off the ledge...that inclination to walk right into the ocean and never return...the call of the Siren song.

L'appel du vide by Crackerjackbilly December 31, 2011

L'appel du vide 

"L'appel du vide" is when you have self-destructive thoughts for a split second - like swerving your car into oncoming traffic or imagining yourself jumping when you're standing at the edge of a cliff even though you'd never really do it. The phrase literally translates as "The call of the void"

"I just had a L'appel du vide"

L'appel du vide by Meiiko September 10, 2017