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to be aspiring and desiring
He despired to be a good actor.
by karyotype March 14, 2005
To desire and despise.

A love/hate relationship
Nacy - "I don't know what to do "
Milo-" what do you mean?"
Nacy " I love him so much but he gets under my skin at the same time, I need him, i hate him, i want him, hes scum!"
Milo-" you despire him"
Nacy-"I what?…"
Milo" you desire him (love) and you despise him(hate)"
Nacy-" yes, I despire him :("
by crunkinpremo July 09, 2011