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The sudden realization of how awesome communism is and the want to be a communist leader but realizing that you dont have a sick mustache so no one will take you seriously and then entering a deep depression which most likely will result in suicide.
History Teacher: Hitler at the age of 7 wanted to be a communist but his mustache was totally gay so he became a Nazi.

Student: So does that make hitler a communisticist?
by Neo-communist February 15, 2010