Spectaculacular

Adj./ variation of Spectacular: A word to describe how you feel when you're high on medications that the doc gives you while in the hospital or psychiatric ward. That feeling of being out of control of what you say or do and feeling like you are on cloud nine.

Dean: You okay?

Sam: No. No, I'm not okay

I... I am awesome

Dean: They give you something?

Sam: Oh, yeah. They gave me everything.

It's Spectaculacular

From Supernatural Season 5 Episode 11 Sam, Interrupted