NSN57 – Another
There was another… before you, she saved me after my past life fell a part.
She is nice, she is funny, she is very smart, she likes books, she made my brain work, we talked a lot, she made me smile all the time, she was amazing to me.. She was my friend, my English teacher and I feel in love.., there was attraction, that I haven’t felt for a long time.. but, there was ocean between us, long distance..

I told you, you don’t know me, the real me..

I thought I will never love man again, but my life laughed at me when I’ve met you. Never say never!

… when we finally met with her, I felt nothing. I already was deeply, unconditionally in love.. I was in love with you. There wasn’t a choice. It’s meant to be. What happened, supposed to happen, and I accept that, I accept what is.
Can I see my life without you? Can I be with someone else?
Another … another man… or another woman… can they be in my life?

No. That’s not possible, I think. I tried let it go, you know I tried.. I failed.. miserably.

My heart belongs to you , and you only. For all that theme since we’ve met I can’t let other person in my thoughts, in my space, in my life. I can’t let them touch me, I can’t let them love me, I just can’t. I have to be honest with myself, and I know It’s impossible for me be with someone else, love someone else until I love you.

Do you want me to be with someone else?

Can you be with someone else?
Will you love me, real me?

by NeverSayNever57 December 05, 2021
NSN57 – Another
I am sure it was not a woman who wrote this. Why are you not true to me? You cried too, didn't you? You felt hurt too, didn't you? What hurts you hurts others too, doesn't it?
by The Journey® August 8, 2022
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