Feel as though I can't breathe
I've been so focused on finding meaning in the silence that I chose only to see the things that gave me hope for a 'someday'
When I hear you say those words though, I just feel crushed every time. I'm forced to remember that for my someday to happen what you have with her would have to fail and I don't want to be forever waiting on the sidelines for lives to fall apart
The thought of not seeing you is so painful but I'm finding the longing, and the waiting for next time, just unbearable
I'm forever grateful to the stars that aligned to bring you into my life but I need time to work out how to manage my feelings so that I can go back to enjoying your company and accepting things, rather than living in this cycle of if only
I've been so focused on finding meaning in the silence that I chose only to see the things that gave me hope for a 'someday'
When I hear you say those words though, I just feel crushed every time. I'm forced to remember that for my someday to happen what you have with her would have to fail and I don't want to be forever waiting on the sidelines for lives to fall apart
The thought of not seeing you is so painful but I'm finding the longing, and the waiting for next time, just unbearable
I'm forever grateful to the stars that aligned to bring you into my life but I need time to work out how to manage my feelings so that I can go back to enjoying your company and accepting things, rather than living in this cycle of if only
by I'm Dreaming November 15, 2025
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I want you to breathe, feel free, explore what life has in store for you... not in waiting but in real
I dont have your number but you have mine. You never wana talk so I take that silence as LMA, an answer in a nutshell.
You come close and then off you go. I dont wana cause pain.
I want you to breathe, feel free, explore what life has in store for you... not in waiting but in real
I dont have your number but you have mine. You never wana talk so I take that silence as LMA, an answer in a nutshell.
You come close and then off you go. I dont wana cause pain.
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I haven't succeeded at anything but...
always wished and always will for the best for you even when I'm not around to see that
Once more I'll leave it to you💌
I haven't succeeded at anything but...
always wished and always will for the best for you even when I'm not around to see that
Once more I'll leave it to you💌
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by Flaming Hearts 2 November 16, 2025
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By dark surrounds, we merge in the light.
Liquid electricity, coursing through veins,
Rhythm of heartbeats, washing away pains.
Stand a bit closer, let the currents flow,
In this embrace, together we grow.
Moments like raindrops, on a thirsty earth
Quenching the longing, revealing our worth.
In the silent whispers, two hearts combine
Less of me and all of you, our cores entwine.
By dark surrounds, we merge in the light.
Liquid electricity, coursing through veins,
Rhythm of heartbeats, washing away pains.
Stand a bit closer, let the currents flow,
In this embrace, together we grow.
Moments like raindrops, on a thirsty earth
Quenching the longing, revealing our worth.
In the silent whispers, two hearts combine
Less of me and all of you, our cores entwine.
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