Sometimes "suicidal" can almost mean the opposite of being suicidal. According to Mike Muir of Suicidal Tendencies, being Suicidal is being crazy enough to believe in yourself. To have the ability to think for yourself, and be above all influences. If you're suicidal, then you're a stingy person with a strong will. Nobody blocks you from achieving goals. Most of all, you don't give a fuck what people think and you don't let others change your thought process. There are no hypocrites who are suicidal, because being a hypocrite goes against everything that is SUICIDAL.
LONG LIVE ST AND ALL THE SUICIDAL's!
If you're not suicidal for life, then you were never suicidal to begin with.