25 definitions by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P.
No good deed, goes UNPUNISHED.
One question haunts and hurts
Too much, too much to mention
Was I really seeking good
Or just seeking attention
Is that all good deads are
One question haunts and hurts
Too much, too much to mention
Was I really seeking good
Or just seeking attention
Is that all good deads are
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 4, 2023
You made me so happy to see you again, everytime I'm with you my heart lights up like a fireflies arse. I'm selfish. I wanted more. NO. I NEEDED more. You said yes and I thought today was a perfect day, and I guess yesterday was...
It was after midnight you let me down. I understood when you said you couldn't reply, but you said you'd show. 6 minutes and I would have been back in that place of ecstacy, 6 minutes and we could've stolen a piece of time for just ourselves. I waited. I was beyond tired but I pushed. My teeth chattered and still I gave 20 moments longer than I should've.
It was after midnight you let me down. I understood when you said you couldn't reply, but you said you'd show. 6 minutes and I would have been back in that place of ecstacy, 6 minutes and we could've stolen a piece of time for just ourselves. I waited. I was beyond tired but I pushed. My teeth chattered and still I gave 20 moments longer than I should've.
You revealed the true nature of a disappointer; sleep comes easy to those that cry their heart out, and no longer carry the pain of unmet expectations.
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 13, 2023
Tribulations
Contemplations
Introspective
Positive
Focus
Provokes
Terminology
Phonology
Conclusion
Opposition
Constructive
Perspective
Knowledge
Encourage
Fundamental
Intellectual
Distractibility
Permissibility
Subject
Reject
Motivate
Deliberate
Communication
Information
Infallible
Possible
Atonality
Morality
Respect
Protect
Contemplations
Introspective
Positive
Focus
Provokes
Terminology
Phonology
Conclusion
Opposition
Constructive
Perspective
Knowledge
Encourage
Fundamental
Intellectual
Distractibility
Permissibility
Subject
Reject
Motivate
Deliberate
Communication
Information
Infallible
Possible
Atonality
Morality
Respect
Protect
Within Tindaliae is a carousel of torturous wonderings
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 4, 2023
From who I was, to who I am,
I'm proud I've grown from where I began.
All that I tried, all that I lost,
I don't regret the hidden cost.
I'll hide away, repair and grow,
I wonder what path I'll choose to go.
I am strong, I am kind,
In every quest I seem to find.
Always late, but always there,
It's just the way I show my care.
That first hug, and stolen kiss,
I wish it didn't end like this.
A warrior, a hero too,
I will accomplish what I need to do.
You can't change who people are, without destroying who they were. In chaos theory, the butterfly effect is the sensitive dependence on initial conditions. It shows how even the smallest events can have a significant impact.
I'm proud I've grown from where I began.
All that I tried, all that I lost,
I don't regret the hidden cost.
I'll hide away, repair and grow,
I wonder what path I'll choose to go.
I am strong, I am kind,
In every quest I seem to find.
Always late, but always there,
It's just the way I show my care.
That first hug, and stolen kiss,
I wish it didn't end like this.
A warrior, a hero too,
I will accomplish what I need to do.
You can't change who people are, without destroying who they were. In chaos theory, the butterfly effect is the sensitive dependence on initial conditions. It shows how even the smallest events can have a significant impact.
Tindali is a butterfly in the family Lycaenidae. Although described as a lot darker, it's rather similar to philander.
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 4, 2023
FUCK YOU
for your unspoken words that night
FUCK YOU
for putting us in this position
FUCK YOU
for not giving me respect
FUCK YOU
for not loving me enough to fight
FUCK YOU
for making me another statistic
FUCK YOU
For rejecting our vows
If you see this, I still love you
for your unspoken words that night
FUCK YOU
for putting us in this position
FUCK YOU
for not giving me respect
FUCK YOU
for not loving me enough to fight
FUCK YOU
for making me another statistic
FUCK YOU
For rejecting our vows
If you see this, I still love you
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 4, 2023
Such a fickle thing.
"We are bound by a duty of care."
That an institution is allowed to have such an overpowering jurisdiction on the life events of an individual. An institution that will not follow up on the well being of general civilians, of children unencumbered by the proceedings of the system, or of those acting audaciously outside of their normal behaviours.
"We are bound by a duty of care."
That an institution is allowed to have such an overpowering jurisdiction on the life events of an individual. An institution that will not follow up on the well being of general civilians, of children unencumbered by the proceedings of the system, or of those acting audaciously outside of their normal behaviours.
An institution claims to act on their "Duty of Care" only when it serves them to do so, only when it aids their motive.
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 13, 2023
Ghost moth
I'm nightwalking again. Not just awake but that's when I want to get in and actually do stuff. I didn't realise how much I didn't like the middle of the day until I started being back with people who track, conform to, and place value on living during certain hours.
I'm back in my old room, single bed and all. It's hard to adjust back to the way of life I had as a kid. I've grown too much. I've gained too much. I've seen too much.
The only way I'll survive is unseen and without leaving footprints.
I'm nightwalking again. Not just awake but that's when I want to get in and actually do stuff. I didn't realise how much I didn't like the middle of the day until I started being back with people who track, conform to, and place value on living during certain hours.
I'm back in my old room, single bed and all. It's hard to adjust back to the way of life I had as a kid. I've grown too much. I've gained too much. I've seen too much.
The only way I'll survive is unseen and without leaving footprints.
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 4, 2023