42 definitions by Ayuryari
When the only way you communicate is through this channels, instead of asking me to talk directly face to face or on the phone. I need to speak out my truth cause I cannot keep it inside me anymore.
Why didn't you, his mentor, correct Arnold when, in your presence, he could have braken my nose the day before?
Why didn't you correct him when he pushed me and threw me to the floor and grabbed my hair?
I can imagine the shock you were experiencing, yes. Another fucking lust image that was never intentioned.
Couldn't you see I was also in shock, like you, and I didn't know how to react except run away and laugh? Never in my life have seen myself in this situation before....
Until this moment I didn't thought that an innocent crush could go so far.
Extra full attention and boundaries are gonna be my measures, with common sense and softness, and wishing for holidays to arrive to leave space.
Why didn't you, his mentor, correct Arnold when, in your presence, he could have braken my nose the day before?
Why didn't you correct him when he pushed me and threw me to the floor and grabbed my hair?
I can imagine the shock you were experiencing, yes. Another fucking lust image that was never intentioned.
Couldn't you see I was also in shock, like you, and I didn't know how to react except run away and laugh? Never in my life have seen myself in this situation before....
Until this moment I didn't thought that an innocent crush could go so far.
Extra full attention and boundaries are gonna be my measures, with common sense and softness, and wishing for holidays to arrive to leave space.
Bleed is when the day had it's up and downs, but finished with the worst scenario ever. We need to talk about how to resolve Arnold's needs and probably also your needs to stop using this channel
by Ayuryari December 11, 2021
My love.
Who will come to me next week.
Taking me into his arms and kissing me.... the best kiss ever.
Letting me know I am the one, because he is the one.
And from there on.... imagination
Who will come to me next week.
Taking me into his arms and kissing me.... the best kiss ever.
Letting me know I am the one, because he is the one.
And from there on.... imagination
Tonya just do it!
by Ayuryari November 29, 2021
My love.
Who will come to me next week.
Taking me into his arms and kissing me.... the best kiss ever.
Letting me know I am the one, because he is the one.
And from there on.... imagination
Who will come to me next week.
Taking me into his arms and kissing me.... the best kiss ever.
Letting me know I am the one, because he is the one.
And from there on.... imagination
Tonya just do it!
by Ayuryari November 29, 2021
So many things to tell a Toni:
I'm sorry: 4 my reactions. I never meant to hurt u. I was hurt by myself, by my insecurities. And then angry with myself 4 reacting like that
Thank u: 4 your reflextion, 4 bringing new passages to my conciousness. 4 letting me look at myself and see all of my faces
I see u: since the first message I knew u were different, someone similar to me.. 3 months ago. Then I saw your picture, not your face, and thought: wow! looks hot!
Our FIRST contact was on the phone, a Friday, 2 days before the text message and what first came to my mind was.. hmm nice masculine voice.. and.. that was an easy going conversation! great!
The first time I saw u in person.. yes, I played an actor.. but also could see the expression of your eyes.. I read u.. and I liked it. And as a magnet.. this only has happened with very few in my life.. I touched u without intention (this happened to me with u in several times.. u awake my pure wild instinct)
I love u: yes, I do, because I love myself and I will always wish u the best no matter what.. together or not
I need u: no. I have survived all of my life.. And will survive until I'll die, with or without u
What I want? I want to share with you all of me. Get naked: body, mind and soul.. which is the biggest fear of my life and will only do it with the one who knows how to. Share with you the goods and the bads, the adventures and the boring days, the joyful and the sad days.. And the never ending story.. cause it's ALL.
I'm sorry: 4 my reactions. I never meant to hurt u. I was hurt by myself, by my insecurities. And then angry with myself 4 reacting like that
Thank u: 4 your reflextion, 4 bringing new passages to my conciousness. 4 letting me look at myself and see all of my faces
I see u: since the first message I knew u were different, someone similar to me.. 3 months ago. Then I saw your picture, not your face, and thought: wow! looks hot!
Our FIRST contact was on the phone, a Friday, 2 days before the text message and what first came to my mind was.. hmm nice masculine voice.. and.. that was an easy going conversation! great!
The first time I saw u in person.. yes, I played an actor.. but also could see the expression of your eyes.. I read u.. and I liked it. And as a magnet.. this only has happened with very few in my life.. I touched u without intention (this happened to me with u in several times.. u awake my pure wild instinct)
I love u: yes, I do, because I love myself and I will always wish u the best no matter what.. together or not
I need u: no. I have survived all of my life.. And will survive until I'll die, with or without u
What I want? I want to share with you all of me. Get naked: body, mind and soul.. which is the biggest fear of my life and will only do it with the one who knows how to. Share with you the goods and the bads, the adventures and the boring days, the joyful and the sad days.. And the never ending story.. cause it's ALL.
by Ayuryari December 6, 2021
Wrong words used by an unalphabet girl that forgot how important words are.
She doesn't want to hurt her boyfriend but she is continuously using the bad ones without meaning them. She doesn't like to see her boyfriend sad and for sure she will cheer him up. She can read him as he can read her. They see each other.
She is also learning how her own unexpected pure autoexpressions without thinking anything in her mind can create a reaction on his boyfriend...
She only has eyes for him. He is the only one in her heart.
She is also very addictive to internet and needs to stop so she can do real staff in real life.
She doesn't want to hurt her boyfriend but she is continuously using the bad ones without meaning them. She doesn't like to see her boyfriend sad and for sure she will cheer him up. She can read him as he can read her. They see each other.
She is also learning how her own unexpected pure autoexpressions without thinking anything in her mind can create a reaction on his boyfriend...
She only has eyes for him. He is the only one in her heart.
She is also very addictive to internet and needs to stop so she can do real staff in real life.
by Ayuryari November 28, 2021
by Ayuryari November 24, 2021
A very tall and funny girl that knows how to call your attention as no one. You can't resist her charms.
by Ayuryari November 27, 2021