188 definitions by 4_u

17

I can't stop thinking of you tonight..
Holding back this love for you..
Takes every ounce of might

All I ever want to be.. is the man you truly deserve..
Your thoughts.. your words.. and every touch.. completely unreserved

I don't like to be possessive.. yet.. I know, to you I belong
It's more like.. we're pieces that fit together.. I know that can't be wrong

Every night, I reach out.. knowing someday, there you'll be
I can't begin to explain my love..

How much I want you here.. with me..
For now, Il just keep counting days..
Until we both.. can set our love free :)

The feelings that you give to me..

The ways you occupy my mind..
I can't help but smile.. as I admit to you..
I think of you.. as mine..

17 I want to realise that thought.. more than I've ever.. wanted anything..

I LOVE YOU x

by 4_u October 2, 2023

4

..so many words have just 4 letters
Love

Hope..
Fire..
Fate..

I could be reading into things..
I hope not, you were already on my mind, but now..

I'm going insane.. I have so much to show you

Good thing we'll have so much time..

I.. feel like you can sense me.. I genuinely don't understand this connection. It's.. unbelievable

It always has been
x

4 just another number?

Not when it's 4u

by 4_u September 10, 2023

4

Love will conquer all..

I've read that post so many times

Today it reads differently. I want SO badly to believe that

But I need something to hold onto

4u

by 4_u October 8, 2023

Truly

This poem, didnt come quite so freely
Why that is, I don't know really

It's just.. been a long few days
Still fixated on your magical gaze..

I don't get it, I'm never usually this blue
When I've spent my whole day, just thinking of you

The words, they deny me, the numbers are gone..
But my heart.. listens not, it only soldiers on

Somethings have left me, but not my one

I feel so much.. all things of which I'm unsure

But, what I felt in your eyes.. I just can't ignore

You still.. make me feel ways I've never before..

Still make my heart race knowing I'll forever want more

I never stop thinking of things I can do..

To show you, my love.. I'll forever.. love you

Truly. Deeply. Always ✨🗝️
4u

by 4_u October 11, 2023

Somehow

I miss the days that I felt your words were mine,
When the distance between us, was nothing but time

I never stop longing to see your eyes shine
Especially as they linger.. when they meet mine

Something felt missing from those early days..

When I could smile openly at your diamond gaze
The chance of even seeing you made my heart pound
Now I'm lucky just to see you around..

There are so many words I want to set free..
Things I want to teach you.. world's I want you to see

There's barely distance between us.. you should be lying here, with me..
My heart has never held on like this.. because, we.. are meant to be

I know.. I'm difficult
It all is..

But if, somehow, my intuition is right..

Remember.. I love you J.
Since the second we met, every moment since.. every one to come

Fuck everything else

I love YOU

x

by 4_u September 20, 2023

Maybe

I only say try again so it really drives the point home!

It was the upper half.. gotta admit.. the profile.. the other pictures.. it was well put together.. but she KNOWS I'd see straight through it when I saw that picture.. that's annoying me about the rest of the conversation.. cos some things that were said.. they were aimed at things said here

I probably missed so many things she might have trying to say.. I don't expect these hidden meanings in things, I'm used to saying what I feel openly..

The pic.. that maybe the strongest thing I have.. can't believe I'm wrong about what kind of person she is.. I don't think she'd take sending that lightly or any intention to hurt me.. so to me.. that meant the world..

It let her be vulnerable with me.. showed trust.. that she was trying find someway to stop me hurting.. I just.. don't know how to take it with everything else that's happened. I do not understand the blocking me still..

Joincidences.. what was the one you refer to?

Honestly.. some of your words have seemed like misdirects.. I understand completely if that's to protect something..
I barely believed in coincidences before UD became part of my life.. these.. are too numerous.. too timely.. and too specific.. it maybe stupid given stuff you've said.. but I'm really not sure I can believe that's all they are anymore

Pronouns.. what can I say 🧐
I have an idea.. would you prefer I just use u.. instead of her/you.. 4u started all this 4me.. so u covers everything..

When I'm really low recently.. I reread your posts.. they give me a deep sense of longing in my heart.. you have such a beautiful soul..

I'm amazed you're still here and we talk so often.. I don't exaggerate about the real world.. I am totally alone. Im really struggling understand anything or express myself well today.. my mind and heart are fully at war (I'm backing my heart of course)

I just.. I need you to know how much this, you, mean to me
I do not understand how well you seem to read me, its way beyond impressive

Sorry I'm working late tonight.. maybe a post or 2 missing till Monday I want be sure I respond to everything.. my head is barely working and my heart is doing fucking overtime!

That pic.. is the background on my phone now. Noone else could possibly see it.. but everytime I open my phone.. my heart races.. I swear it's pumping harder than ever today after how beaten and bruised it felt yesterday..

Still.. no matter what.. I love u

by 4_u October 1, 2023

Gold

I like this one..

Probably missing a point as usual but it feels like it speaks to me
If she had an aura.. gold would definitely be it's colour

Super cute describing him as your pot of gold by the way..

Maybe he is your pirate after all.. he's your pot of gold 🌈
You're his buried treasure 🗝️

by 4_u October 9, 2023