188 definitions by 4_u
Do you have any idea how much I miss you?
Spending every minute just wanting to kiss you..
The longer we're apart the deeper I go into the blue
I just wish that I was sure.. you feel this love like I do
I think non stop of you.. and all the things that I await..
Till the hands of time set us free.. and finally reveal our fate
I've said it before.. you have no idea..
I'm not sure how to explain.. I need to make sure I'm clear
Honestly, I can't wait.. to truly.. blow your mind..
Our senses.. thoughts.. and everything else.. I need them intertwined..
The passion you've awoke in me.. it truly knows no end..
I want to fix this broken heart, something only you can mend
It's not just love.. and lust I have.. we can be lovers.. and also friends
I want to be.. your everything.. until the very end
I know.. it's you, my love..
I've felt it for quite some time..
So tell me.. how long will it be..
Till I can finally call you mine?
Spending every minute just wanting to kiss you..
The longer we're apart the deeper I go into the blue
I just wish that I was sure.. you feel this love like I do
I think non stop of you.. and all the things that I await..
Till the hands of time set us free.. and finally reveal our fate
I've said it before.. you have no idea..
I'm not sure how to explain.. I need to make sure I'm clear
Honestly, I can't wait.. to truly.. blow your mind..
Our senses.. thoughts.. and everything else.. I need them intertwined..
The passion you've awoke in me.. it truly knows no end..
I want to fix this broken heart, something only you can mend
It's not just love.. and lust I have.. we can be lovers.. and also friends
I want to be.. your everything.. until the very end
I know.. it's you, my love..
I've felt it for quite some time..
So tell me.. how long will it be..
Till I can finally call you mine?
Even though I can't act on them.. I have so many ideas :(
If there's some way.. to hold you for just 1 minute..
I'd give ANYTHING to have you here
I ache.. to talk to you.. have your hand in mine.. lift you up and see that smile..
I have so much to show you.. the fire I can't control
I need your brilliant eyes.. to meet with mine again
Be safe, my love.. remember.. you make me whole..
I want to share this life with you.. and I MISS YOU..
Until then
x
If there's some way.. to hold you for just 1 minute..
I'd give ANYTHING to have you here
I ache.. to talk to you.. have your hand in mine.. lift you up and see that smile..
I have so much to show you.. the fire I can't control
I need your brilliant eyes.. to meet with mine again
Be safe, my love.. remember.. you make me whole..
I want to share this life with you.. and I MISS YOU..
Until then
x
by 4_u October 2, 2023
Where did air come from?
You know I can't believe how caring you are.. or how messed up it is that the only person I can talk to (and want to, except her.. obvs) is on here. I just.. don't ever feel understood, I'm not sure how you understand me so well.. I really appreciate that 🥺
You don't need to be sorry, I feel like I've done this to myself. I haven't got any words of wisdom though I'm afraid, any sensible thought has completely left me
I hope you do get your eyes moment. I wish I could..
Though the way I think she feels about me at the minute I'm not sure the way I'd react.. I know what I'd want.. but I doubt she'd be normal with me, I don't want her think any worse of me than she probably already does
My feelings.. if theyre not reciprocated.. then they don't matter do they? Mine don't supercede hers in any way. I literally.. don't feel like my life matters without her in it
You know I can't believe how caring you are.. or how messed up it is that the only person I can talk to (and want to, except her.. obvs) is on here. I just.. don't ever feel understood, I'm not sure how you understand me so well.. I really appreciate that 🥺
You don't need to be sorry, I feel like I've done this to myself. I haven't got any words of wisdom though I'm afraid, any sensible thought has completely left me
I hope you do get your eyes moment. I wish I could..
Though the way I think she feels about me at the minute I'm not sure the way I'd react.. I know what I'd want.. but I doubt she'd be normal with me, I don't want her think any worse of me than she probably already does
My feelings.. if theyre not reciprocated.. then they don't matter do they? Mine don't supercede hers in any way. I literally.. don't feel like my life matters without her in it
No gym yet.. I've started doing a bit of press ups again. Definitely gettin close to this injury being healed. I can see definition coming that I've never had, I don't quite understand how I've only been doing my rehab exercises and I'm more toned than ever. I'm too lean though I really need to build up a bit, I'm getting so much stronger though.. didn't realise how much this had limited me, literally since I was 18.. I can't actually believe the strength I'm getting back. Started wearing my weight vest a few hours a night doin my physio stuff too. Love that thing I feel so light and can move soooo fast when I take it off. When I can get back at it properly I'm going be a machine
That's twice you've made me tear up a little in 1 post.. you have no idea.. how long it is since someone said they worried about me.. I'm a little worried about me too
I just miss her.. so much I can't begin to describe it..
Thanks for the airhug.. sending you 1 too..
I would literally kill for a hug right now.. 😒 and if I could hug her.. I wouldn't let go
I hate how quiet everything feels all of a sudden.. numbers don't seem be jumping out at me.. I haven't seen her for a few days.. I don't want to believe this is actually over. But this time it seems to be 😔
That's twice you've made me tear up a little in 1 post.. you have no idea.. how long it is since someone said they worried about me.. I'm a little worried about me too
I just miss her.. so much I can't begin to describe it..
Thanks for the airhug.. sending you 1 too..
I would literally kill for a hug right now.. 😒 and if I could hug her.. I wouldn't let go
I hate how quiet everything feels all of a sudden.. numbers don't seem be jumping out at me.. I haven't seen her for a few days.. I don't want to believe this is actually over. But this time it seems to be 😔
by 4_u October 6, 2023
I love the analogy about him holding your key :)
You have such a cute sense of romance.. it really hits me
I LOVE the thought of dancing with her in the kitchen.. dancing with her in general.. I think I just love any idea that involves having our bodies up against each other..
I like thinking of us just laughing together at stupid things.. the more we talk about this kinda stuff. The more I see the smallest things in life just changing completely when I'm doing them with her.. I think she'd get tired of me cos Id never leave her alone 😂😊
Iv got such a smile on my face right now..
I need.. to say those 3 words so badly
I need to show you..
I love you
You have such a cute sense of romance.. it really hits me
I LOVE the thought of dancing with her in the kitchen.. dancing with her in general.. I think I just love any idea that involves having our bodies up against each other..
I like thinking of us just laughing together at stupid things.. the more we talk about this kinda stuff. The more I see the smallest things in life just changing completely when I'm doing them with her.. I think she'd get tired of me cos Id never leave her alone 😂😊
Iv got such a smile on my face right now..
I need.. to say those 3 words so badly
I need to show you..
I love you
by 4_u September 25, 2023
I don't.. EVER.. stop thinking of you
I can lie here for hours.. wishing I could gaze into your eyes
Consumed by fantasies of having you next to me
If we ever get our.. one day..
I will never.. let you go
I love you
Endlessly. Completely. Infinitely
I've never known a love like this..
Sweet dreams, my Queen
I can lie here for hours.. wishing I could gaze into your eyes
Consumed by fantasies of having you next to me
If we ever get our.. one day..
I will never.. let you go
I love you
Endlessly. Completely. Infinitely
I've never known a love like this..
Sweet dreams, my Queen
You even come to me in my sleep..
This fixation knows no bounds..
People say obsession like it's a bad thing.. but I LOVE the hold you have on me
Never forget.. I belong to you
Head, heart and soul..
This fixation knows no bounds..
People say obsession like it's a bad thing.. but I LOVE the hold you have on me
Never forget.. I belong to you
Head, heart and soul..
by 4_u August 30, 2023
You are so cryptic you should write crosswords 😂 I know it's weird, but I can't stop reading these I know the author..
Getting more convinced I'm crazy! The coincidences keep coming too.. monarch when I'd mentioned the King/Queen tattoo.. maybe I am just losing it but the numbers keep speaking to me too..
I really don't know anything for sure, apart from my love for her.
The drill and the park though.. lost there, although you mentioned the park before?
Sorry I don't mean to pry, think we share that naturally inquisitive side..
Is it bad that if I'm right.. even though she's driving me crazy I'm still so impressed..
What love does to us eh! 🧡😋
Getting more convinced I'm crazy! The coincidences keep coming too.. monarch when I'd mentioned the King/Queen tattoo.. maybe I am just losing it but the numbers keep speaking to me too..
I really don't know anything for sure, apart from my love for her.
The drill and the park though.. lost there, although you mentioned the park before?
Sorry I don't mean to pry, think we share that naturally inquisitive side..
Is it bad that if I'm right.. even though she's driving me crazy I'm still so impressed..
What love does to us eh! 🧡😋
Don't get me wrong.. explaining the way I love her is top of my list.. but I'd love to know she knows how much I just admire her.. she impresses me constantly
by 4_u August 30, 2023
I don't know why I'm writing this..
But I don't know how to be without you. How to get through the hours of the day without you constantly in my thoughts
More than that. I don't WANT to ever not have you in my thoughts. I feel like you belong there..
You took my heart (though I'd give it to you willingly) you're in my soul. I smile differently for you.. I've never.. had feelings even close to this in my life.. and I don't want them to ever stop
You.. will always, be the love of my life. ALWAYS
You're my reason.. for everything
But I don't know how to be without you. How to get through the hours of the day without you constantly in my thoughts
More than that. I don't WANT to ever not have you in my thoughts. I feel like you belong there..
You took my heart (though I'd give it to you willingly) you're in my soul. I smile differently for you.. I've never.. had feelings even close to this in my life.. and I don't want them to ever stop
You.. will always, be the love of my life. ALWAYS
You're my reason.. for everything
by 4_u October 7, 2023
A post I saw on insta just reminded me..
I can imagine you doing something similar too?
I still look at her picture a lot.. just a profile one she has where she looks absolutely breathtaking.. admittedly it's getting harder to look at the longer I don't see her for real.. especially the moments when I feel like I've lost hope
But today.. my strength held. I could just gaze at her for hours, watching her do anything.. little mannerisms I've memorized.. blowing her hair out of her face when she was frustrated or really busy.. the little smirk she gave when I knew she was sneaking out the back door to vape.. the twirls.. letting her hair drop and flicking it free with an elegance I can't explain.. her pout.. leant on her elbow at the bar staring into space.. not for nothing though.. I could tell she was just.. imagining something..
I miss.. and love.. her more
Every single day
I can imagine you doing something similar too?
I still look at her picture a lot.. just a profile one she has where she looks absolutely breathtaking.. admittedly it's getting harder to look at the longer I don't see her for real.. especially the moments when I feel like I've lost hope
But today.. my strength held. I could just gaze at her for hours, watching her do anything.. little mannerisms I've memorized.. blowing her hair out of her face when she was frustrated or really busy.. the little smirk she gave when I knew she was sneaking out the back door to vape.. the twirls.. letting her hair drop and flicking it free with an elegance I can't explain.. her pout.. leant on her elbow at the bar staring into space.. not for nothing though.. I could tell she was just.. imagining something..
I miss.. and love.. her more
Every single day
by 4_u September 11, 2023