4 definitions by S p a c e s h i p 🛸
My love for you
was pure, innocent, full of fantasies,
yet no ambiguities
was silent and quiet
was deely rooted and nurtured
to withstand the challenges caused by the external force
as long as it was not caused by you – the one I love
Resilience.
Your love for me
You said I quote,
was loudly and proudly announced on UD
right from the start
was full of ambigities and mysteries
was let known to the "third parties" which are outsiders in my eyes
was an attention seaker
was wanting to be known and up-valued by all of the excessive love I have for one
Wobble
Insecure
Self-conflict
How is it posible that there is such love like mine in this life?
People asked at first
Then, listened to one-side of stories (your side of stories)
Then, gap
distance
misunderstandings
here today gone tomorrow
quick to come and quick to go
beautiful faces are all you know
I guess you will only learn when your body's deteriorated and old
was pure, innocent, full of fantasies,
yet no ambiguities
was silent and quiet
was deely rooted and nurtured
to withstand the challenges caused by the external force
as long as it was not caused by you – the one I love
Resilience.
Your love for me
You said I quote,
was loudly and proudly announced on UD
right from the start
was full of ambigities and mysteries
was let known to the "third parties" which are outsiders in my eyes
was an attention seaker
was wanting to be known and up-valued by all of the excessive love I have for one
Wobble
Insecure
Self-conflict
How is it posible that there is such love like mine in this life?
People asked at first
Then, listened to one-side of stories (your side of stories)
Then, gap
distance
misunderstandings
here today gone tomorrow
quick to come and quick to go
beautiful faces are all you know
I guess you will only learn when your body's deteriorated and old
931
What have you done? What have you done in that 2.5 years?
A man's like you and a woman's like me.
gentle kidness was what we sought
fully loved and understood our souls sought
One love is true and one might be not ..
How will I know if I could never see your thoughts?
One is true and one might be not...
What has he done and where has he ever been, folks?
Y do this to the kind hearted person like me? Where are all of the remaining groups of good people on this Planet that are just very upright, genuine, and have zero to minimal pretense (not causing any damage or harm)?
Definition of Love
The difference about love between a man and a woman
The difference about love between good people and normal people
The difference about love between a good man and a good woman
I wanted it in between us
You wanted to .................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................. (Please fill in the blank for grading)
What have you done? What have you done in that 2.5 years?
A man's like you and a woman's like me.
gentle kidness was what we sought
fully loved and understood our souls sought
One love is true and one might be not ..
How will I know if I could never see your thoughts?
One is true and one might be not...
What has he done and where has he ever been, folks?
Y do this to the kind hearted person like me? Where are all of the remaining groups of good people on this Planet that are just very upright, genuine, and have zero to minimal pretense (not causing any damage or harm)?
Definition of Love
The difference about love between a man and a woman
The difference about love between good people and normal people
The difference about love between a good man and a good woman
I wanted it in between us
You wanted to .................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................. (Please fill in the blank for grading)
by S p a c e s h i p 🛸 September 9, 2023
As if your life is the only life that has been very hard in the past year.. As if my life has not been hard enough in almost 2 years ...
As if I don't need tremondous emotional support (like you do) with my recent life event and I'm still struggling everyday 🙏 for miracles.
As if I don't need tremondous emotional support (like you do) with my recent life event and I'm still struggling everyday 🙏 for miracles.
86 ..? I ..
by S p a c e s h i p 🛸 January 2, 2023
i can't understand the love I have for You.
It's innocent. It's pure. It's mature. It rocks.
It feels like HS love that brings me back to when I was 14, 15.. Aren't 12, 14, 15 our numbers? It brings me back to that time.
Innocently hung out with the- same- gender friends after class to eat.
Innocently sang, and they complained that "shut up your singing breaks neighbor's windows.."
Innocently danced, and they complained, "oh man you should be a comedian..."
Innocently joked, and they said, "your jokes are as dry as a bone.."
It's innocent. It's pure. It's mature. It rocks.
It feels like HS love that brings me back to when I was 14, 15.. Aren't 12, 14, 15 our numbers? It brings me back to that time.
Innocently hung out with the- same- gender friends after class to eat.
Innocently sang, and they complained that "shut up your singing breaks neighbor's windows.."
Innocently danced, and they complained, "oh man you should be a comedian..."
Innocently joked, and they said, "your jokes are as dry as a bone.."
Yet, when my friends needed me, I was there for them. Helped them all I could. Never abandoned them when they needed me the most. It's so protective, grown up and mature.
But as time flies, people forget and change. They have families. They move away. They no longer remember things like I do.
It was for female friends back then
Now it's for you as you are male.. and it's much more.
I cant understand the love I have for you.
I wish you could feel it.
But as time flies, people forget and change. They have families. They move away. They no longer remember things like I do.
It was for female friends back then
Now it's for you as you are male.. and it's much more.
I cant understand the love I have for you.
I wish you could feel it.
by S p a c e s h i p 🛸 January 10, 2023
«I never celebrated this day.. Today, as I walked around where I work, I saw a lot of stories about St. Patrick's Day. I was curious so I went online and read about this day. The day before, I bought those items. I don't know if you sensed it.. Could you? Could you sense my feelings for you at that moment? Was it why you wrote a lot for me today? Sad posts, happy posts, lovely posts.. and I see "I love you" in your every post.
I'm sorry for not wrapping it well. I was very busy and had so little time. I really don't know how to wrap.. (because I barely gifted anyone anything before). I could have done better if I had more time. I hope you don't think I belong to "SE - Special Education class" when you saw that Christmas wrapping papper. I have a lot of wrapping papers at home.. but it's all Christmas-related. I know one of your favorite colors is blue.. so I picked blue.
Regarding the items are in that box, I wanted to give you something from where I work while I'm still there. Just a memory. I bought everything from there, except for the wrapping paper and the card.. Those items are not big and fancy. The messages are what I want to deliver to you.
I'm sorry for not wrapping it well. I was very busy and had so little time. I really don't know how to wrap.. (because I barely gifted anyone anything before). I could have done better if I had more time. I hope you don't think I belong to "SE - Special Education class" when you saw that Christmas wrapping papper. I have a lot of wrapping papers at home.. but it's all Christmas-related. I know one of your favorite colors is blue.. so I picked blue.
Regarding the items are in that box, I wanted to give you something from where I work while I'm still there. Just a memory. I bought everything from there, except for the wrapping paper and the card.. Those items are not big and fancy. The messages are what I want to deliver to you.
It's crazy that I never saw those items prior to the day I saw the word "assurance" from your "belongings" post. I wonder if those were messages that God wanted me to deliver to you.. That was why I decided to buy them for you even though I know well that you don't wear those thing. Regarding the mythical creature, I bought one for me also. I keep it with me in my pocket.
You are the man who has everything.. I don't know what's else you don't have. I remember I asked my colleague this question after one of the members from Linkin Park passed away.
Me: "He had everything he wanted. Why did he commit suicide?"
My colleague: "Maybe he had everything he wanted, but not everything he needed. You don't know what's going on in people's lives."
Anyway, I'm getting sidetrack again.
I didn't see lights were on.. Were you outside? Maybe you were too tired and fell asleep after a long hard day at work. It was heavily raining.»
That Day That Year
You are the man who has everything.. I don't know what's else you don't have. I remember I asked my colleague this question after one of the members from Linkin Park passed away.
Me: "He had everything he wanted. Why did he commit suicide?"
My colleague: "Maybe he had everything he wanted, but not everything he needed. You don't know what's going on in people's lives."
Anyway, I'm getting sidetrack again.
I didn't see lights were on.. Were you outside? Maybe you were too tired and fell asleep after a long hard day at work. It was heavily raining.»
That Day That Year
by S p a c e s h i p 🛸 March 5, 2023