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verb. combination of idolize and despise. along the same lines as envious. you admire what a person does at the same time you hate what the person does.
I idolspise Rachel Ray. She has an annoying voice and says "e.v.o.o." and "yummo" too much...but damn if she doesn't make some bomb tasty snacks.
by the.jessinator July 27, 2011